Friday, October 27, 2006

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

its RAYA! and i'm surfing the net from my cousin's home *hehe*

actually, persiapan raya tahun ni tak semeriah raya2 yang lepas. pasal ibu macam rilek je, ayah pon tak over-over. macam dulu. kalau dulu, beria bizi. cat umah laa, tukar langsir laa, itu laa, ini laa... tahun ni rilek gile. akuh pon sebenarnya suke simple-simple gini. rilek. cuma rasa lain laa bila tak bizi macam dulu....

tapi, balek kampung tahun ni yang PALING BEST! pasal waktu raya 1st, suma family belah ibu datang turun Ipoh raye ngan opah. best. meriah! budak-budak men mercun, anak-anak dara gosip-gosipan, yang dewasa dok gelak ketawa sama-sama...

waktu raya ke2, kat umah atok pon tak kurang hebat! setelah sekian lama, pak lang balik teluk intan ngan along zakiah bawak baby balik. bukan senang nak mintak pak lang balik kampung. he has this disagreement (i dont know with whom) and for him coming back to Chikus really is a BIG THING for him.

and today, raya ke3 i'm at my kezen's house; surfing the net for free! (hamboi, ade ati nak chatge aku ye?) i really like it when i'm with all my kezens. actually, it is specifically with this 2 kezen je. both of them are boys actually but the memories of mandi ban [parit], panjat pokok langsat/manggis, men tangkap ikan kat sawah really bonds us together. walopon they are 'guys' now... i still considers them as my 2-budak-hitam ^_~

my 1st paper is on 31hb October. mati!

something to share

+ saje nak send. jumpe best kat dlm pc kezen akuh.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

i cant understand him!

dia kejap ok. cool. asik tipon. datang sini. ajak kuar. ajak ym.
at one time, dok moody. tolak akuh sane sini. who do you think i am? ur maid?

i'm a fren, ok. your fren. i dun expect you to treat me candle light dinner, movies or what-not. i just want your respect. your sincerity. if you still think its hard for you to actually be frens with me (again).. then step back. Cause i dont want to be hurt anymore. i dont want to lose a fren. again.

u have the right to be annoyed with me. i understand. but please.... dun take my jokes seriously, ok? i just want to break the ice between us. u still got something there inside you that hates me. i know cause i feel the same thing too.

its still hard for us to get together like we usedtoo. but i'm trying. cause i still love to have you as a friend.

+ huh'

Saturday, October 14, 2006

omak, aku nak kawen~

i got 3 marriage proposals already! yup, tak tipu punyo! *haha*

akuh bagitau ibu. ibu respon,
"alaah, budak-budak laki memang gitu yong. memain je tu. saje je nak wat orang perasan."
tapikan ibu, u SHOULD read all the sms that he send me. horror pon ade!
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y*z kembali. an*s juge sudah back-in-action. Dy; seperti dahulu. Az; he's the one proposing!
+ bile takde, memang takde langsung. bile ade, suma pakat datang meng-hurung! huh...

Friday, October 13, 2006

from his view...

October 04, 2006
Picking Up The Pieces
" For almost two years with no calls, no sms, no cards, no visits and no nothing, finally I’ve decided to dial her number. The long years that left me nothing except trying to avoid and keep the distance from her. The struggling for the feel of relief when she didn’t keep my new number. The seeking of satisfaction when she was no longer in my life. And for all these, I considered myself that I have achieved sort of an accomplishment. But fire isn’t always has to burn forever. This rusted egoistic feeling that locked inside finally surrenders for the sake of something that’s called “FRIENDSHIP”. Something that used to make me smiles, something that I used to turn to. For whatever reason, I feel like I still need this companionship. So, I grabbed the phone and dialed the number.
She’s changed a bit through her voice. So, I heard. We talked but its feel kind of weird at first. Minutes passed by and I began to catch some heat. It’s started weirdly and turn back to like what we used to had few years ago. The conversation started with question of what’s being going on with each other and so on. These questions changed from time to time and at some point we laughed a little. We brought back some stories of the past and discuss how to put the end to it. We’ve made plan to meet. To break the fast together along with some other companions of ours. It will be great. I still appreciate this connection; a connection of soul and body with a little sprinkle of chemistry. Then put it all together to become a friendship."


+ all this while, he did kept my num. shud i feel glad? i dont know...

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Who said English is easy?

Fill in the following blank with "Yes" or "No"

a) ______ , I don't have a BRAIN .

p/s: klaka aku rase..! =D

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

k e c e w a

akuh putus chenta hari ni! kecewa!
+ semuga kau ber-bahagia dengan ny....

Sunday, October 8, 2006

Today. Last class kayak.

Lepas ni, susah dah nak jumpe. Susah dah nak hangout ramai-ramai. Nak lunch sama-sama. Misses u guys already!

But i'm really gonna miss u the most ^_~

Saturday, October 7, 2006

t w i s t e d

its funny how twisted life can be..

pukul 2.30pm. kelam kabut ke ITD lab. nak print logbook kayak. alhamdulillah, sampai sane ade pc kosong. dengan wajah yang ceria akuh login & cocok masuk tumbdrive masuk ke pc. tapi....nak jadi citer, aku tak jumpe file yang nak diprintkan tu. oh. ralatnye.

aku menapak balik ke bilek untuk amik file tu. kalu tak amik, bile plak nak print... bile dah sampai bilek & on pc, akuh cocok masuk tumbdrive untuk amik file dr my document. takde jugak file tu kat folder. ahh sudah! takkan tak save kot? sabar... check balik pelan2. Rupanye.. file yang akuh nak print tuh dah memang tersedia ade kat dalam tumbdrive. akuh save kat folder print. ya allah... ralatnye!

so, back again to ITD untuk menyetelkan keje yang sepatutnye dah setel awal-awal lagi. Tapi (again) bile sampai ITD balik i found out that the pc that i cop before dah di login oleh orang lain... what-the-heaven! bengang gile! akuh pon cakap le kat dia,

AKU: sis, lame lagi ke? this is my pc.
DIA: a'ah. baru je masuk.
adei.. hangin aku! takkan tak paham-paham bahase lagi?

naseb ade fid tengah gune pc. tumpang pc dia print jap.
rupanye, selepas akuh blah balik tadi ade sis lain yang logout kan account akuh. si minah ni plak masuk gune selepas dia, without knowing that the pc supposed to be mine.
bertembung dengan dia.

AKU: sorry ye sis, misunderstanding tadi.
DIA: takde ape. tadi pc ni kosong.
baiknya dia! tak terasa hati pon dengan ape yang terjadi tadi. bersalah plak aku... (--")
+ Allah has His own way testing me during this Ramadhan...

Tuesday, October 3, 2006

discourse analysis

situasi 1
lecturer: sister, you have been missing from class for such a long time now. why's that?
sister: i got so many programs to attend. they did not provide me with any excuse letters.
lecturer: you did not do ur midterm test. u did nor submit ur 2nd assignment. u even missed class for more than 6 times already.
sister: i'm so sorry sir. can i do the midterm test any time before final?
lecturer: no. but u can take the subject again with me next semester.
sister: [stunned]

situasi 2
pukul 8.15pm. Mia tergesa-gesa masuk dan keluar dari bilek.
Ada: kenape ni Mia? kelam kabut je?
Mia: Mia belum solat maghrib lagi. Belom ajan [azan] Isyak lagikan Ada?
Ada: belom.
Allahuakbar allahuakbar~
Mia: ya ampun! sudah azan Ada. bagaimana? Allah swt pasti marah. maafkan aku tuhan. maafkan aku ya Allah...
Ada: [fuyoooo... gile menyesal]

+ aku: gile kentang!