tired.ngantuk.

Today is Wednesday. Tapi badan maseh penat...
Last week pulun shopping, kuar pagi balek malam. Naseb bek bukan aku yang drive ;)

Minggu ni, the whole week takde kelas. Minggu ni dorg wat Minggu Jalinan Mesra (MJM), kira macam taaruf kite laa... and kali ni, aku bukan fasi dah. i'm their mentor. which means, i will only be supervising the facilitators from afar, without having to be involved with the program 100%!

.wow. perasaan itu sgt best.

tapi, minggu lepas aku dah masuk kelas dah. my 1st class. buat masa ni, dah 43 students. and bakal bertambah bilangan di masa depan. cant imagine the stress marking their papers.dem~
being with them, does not make me feel old *yeay* you know why? because aku pon same2 cute & cun macam dorg gak ^_~ *hehehehehehe*

tapi, dorang lagi advance dari teacher dorg....
yang lelaki; rambut spiky, kasut DC, etc
yang pompuan; tudung suma cunnnn je, pakai heels, siap ber-eye shadow lagi pi kelas.
teacher dorg? - kasut flats, mekap bedak Johnson, tudung freestyle ^_^"

oh. selamat hari guru untuk aku. & cikgu2 aku. tq ;)

Guess what?

I have no students to teach. *yeah* for the time being, that is ^_^”

UN!+! have this system that allows new students to register all year round, without following the usual system where new intakes are done basically on December and June. Oleh itu, aku hanya akan memulakan peng-lecture-an ku selepas 2minggu, when all the students have gathered and grouped accordingly. This also means that I have MORE time to do notes & to study MORE on grammar before coming in class ^_~

Last night was quite ok. Aku dah bley tido dengan tenang, compared to the night before *alhamdulillah*

+ hari ade citer sinderella. Sobsob.

Today… should be THE day. But its not, which is ok. But the butterflies still won’t go away…

Last night was my first night without my family. Without frens. Without any housemate. Alone in the house, it takes me quite some time to tutop mate and actually get a sleep. Walaupon dah kunci suma grill, tingkap, pintu bilek suma… still, to get the feeling of selesa-ness will have to take some time. Besa laa… tempat baru, environment baru… kiranya, aku ni macam berjihad gak tak? Yelaa.. dah laa pi jauh dari ibu ayah family suma, pastu ngajar plak tu… aduh… takut seh!

Oh. Aku belom mula mengajar lagi hari ni, pasal bebudak DPS tu tak dapat grouping lagi. I’m suppose take the EAP1103K GroupB, which should be around 30++ students..

Ape itu EAP? It stands for English for Academic Purposes.

Ape itu DPS? Singkatan untuk Diploma Pra-Sekolah. Which I don’t know what do the students learn from it. Yet.

~iklan~ Oh. Semalam tgk IRONMAN. Gile best!!! ~iklan~

I don’t consider myself as a town girl. Eventho I hails from Ipoh (and forever will be) and study in KL for 5 solid years, I still don’t see myself as a town girl. Pasal, kat Perak pon bukan aku dudok betui2 kat pekan Ipoh. And blajo kat KL pon bukan kat tengah2 KL pon, pasal Gombak tu boley dikategorikan sebagai pekan kecik gak laa…

Even so, ntah kenape aku rase macam aku susah nak adjust dengan PD ni. Yes, I loooove the beach. And I also like the house I live in now… But, there still something missing… perhaps it’s the pekan PD itself. It’s just a small town that offers you a limited shopping spree (e.g the Store, Billion) and entertainment, and the pekan will be dead exactly on 9pm. No shops will be open around that time; the road will be empty, and taman aku dok ni pon jadik gelap semacam~

It’s a new place, new environment. And since it’s my blog, you will just have to bear with me and read thru all my whining till the end ^_~ *hehehehe*

Ape laa yang kawan2 ATCEN aku tengah buat sekarang? Aku tabik spring kat dorang pasal mampu bertahan di cne! GAMBATTE guys!!!!

And…. Ape laa yang adik sayang aku wat sekarang? Rindu tak dia kat aku? Ingat tak dia kat aku???? (--“)

+ dan mungkin bila nanti, kita kan bertemu lagi….. lalalalala~

from PD with love... ~

Just to brag, i’m typing this entry using my pc, on my table, within my office that has an internet connection! Well, eventho the connection sucks, I still think its quite cool to have my own internet line at my convenient during work. Hehehe…

Well, it really is nothing actually… I am now a working lady, no more with C!MB but with the UN!+! C0LL3G3 in Port Dickson, which is soooo very far from my hometown.

I don’t know whether to acknowledge the opportunity as a curse or a bless… since the job has taken me closer to him but needing me to sacrifice being away from ayah, ibu, aisyah, angah, ajah, kak yanti, and all my dearest frens….

The environment here is very ‘cool’, and when I say cool I mean breezy… since the beach is just beside, right-next-to the college! Best… pasal macam saujana je mata memandang *ceeewaah*
Weh. This would be my 3^rd job, considering been working as a cashier at wanchu’s café and as a 3-weeks trainee with CIMB. And even I’ve accepted the offer, I still can believe that I still chose to teach after all the tantrums I’ve shown to not venturing into teaching.
Well, wish me luck. For my first class would be on 5^th May 2008, and they will be my first class in the history of WYNN the educator!