The girlfren. The fren. And the boyfren.

The fren called. Wanted to tell the girlfren something. Important he said. Wanted to talk face to face, been in such cloudy mood lately, katanye.. the girlfren ws not in the mood to kuar, plus got no money but her horoscope said,

“ur frens are there when u needed them. Be there for them as well.”

Meet the fren after solat jumaat. BUT, he has to inform the boyfren first.

Inform here does not mean that he has to have the permission, but as a way to let him know firsthand, without knowing it from another not-so-fren person…

It’s not some sort of a formality to ask the boyfren, since he knew this fren. And since they are not married or whatsoever. but she knew the boyfren will not agree to the meeting; especially when she’s going to meet the fren alone. She’s trapped between being a fren and a girlfren…

The boyfren got angry at first, for it is not the girlfren who ask him. But of course, out of love and got-no-reason-to-prohibit-the-outing, both the fren and the girfren went out jugak.

Before going, the boyfren remind the girlfren,

“don’t let him touch u. don’t even let him pinch u, cucuk u, or even rapat2 dengan u. oh and ajak *** teman”.

The boyfren is not possessive nor controlling the girlfren. He got his reason to be jealous and all.

The fren was once has crush on the girlfren. And was known as a ‘touch-ing’ person. And as boyfren who have not yet have any direct skin-to-skin contact with the girfren, will obviously be jealous and outrageous if the fren make any moves to the girlfren.

The fren was a fren to both boyfren n girlfren. It’s not that he did not trust the girlfren, but it was the fren that he worries about. Since he got no power to avoid the outing, the best thing he can do was to remind the girlfren not to be lured by the fren, for he loves the girlfren so much and did not want to ruin the relationship with both the fren and the girfren.

But if he could, he wants to tell the mother’s girlfren not the let her went out with the fren, even as frens.

+ If i’m the boyfren, i’d said “screw the horoscope!”

lately...

+ i miss u...

she. he.

dulu...
aku tak ley concentrate waktu klas error. bukan sebab kelas tuh wat petang, ataupon sebab subjek-nye busan. tapi sebab lecturernye.

ye. lecturer itu sendiri yang membuatkan akuh takley concentrate dalam klas dia. tp bukan sebab dia busan. atau cara dia mengajar the silibus. but because of her. literally her.

she, is a lecturer from "the runway". dressing so vogue from up-to-toe, and like angel she glides to the back of the class; talking about why error existed and should not be ignored. while she's doing her teaching, we [me & some frens] will concentrate on the way she wear herself that day, how her scarf will always match her dress, and realizes that she put on a new wedgie that day... quite a stalker huh? hehehe... ^_^"

itu dulu. tapi sekarang. i got a new target!

nore!!! tadi waktu kelas ustaz senyum. comel sangatttt!!!!!

Selamat Hari Ibu

i love you. i love you. i love you.

+ and hoping that you'll like the teapot too ^_~

Ayah K.K.S

phone conversation:

Ibu: Ayong, kamu tak tipon ayah ke?

Ayong: nape? ayah tak sehat ke?

Ibu: Idok le, tapi ayah dok asyik tanye,

"diammm je ayong kamu tu ye? sibuk beno ke sampai takde mase nak tipon umah?"

Ayong: loh. kan ayong slalu tipon umah?

Ibu: tapi tak bercakap dengan dia..

Ayong: dah ayah outstation...

Ibu: tipon le hp dia..

Ayong: tak same ke?

Ibu: isk kamu ni.. macam tak kenal je ayah kamu tu.

Ayong: oh... ok :)

+ i miss you too ayah ^_^

You're Fired!

hehe... this entry was not inspired from any of the Donal Trump's reality series. still, it's true... i was fired from my part-time job kat cc that i have been working for the past 2years now (--")

but, it was not JUST me. all of the current staffs were being left out. the director said that it was based on business decision. heh?

you can say that i exxagerated this story; but its true.

A & B sama2 mem-business partner-kan diri masing2 dengan cc *toot* tuh. A handle financial, dan B handle management. mereka bekerja dengan gembira [i think] sehingga lah ke semester ini, sesuatu yang besar telah berlaku. kini, skrg ini A merupakan leader tunggal dalam business cc ni, leaving B with nothing. i dont say that B is a victim, nor A is being selfish BUT things sure gets worst when B is not authorized to anything pertaining to the cc's welfare, even not allowed to be anywhere near the premise... drama kan?

dipendekkan cerita, A wanted to start anew, to start fresh. without any influences from B's sides; which leads to the reason of my entry today. all the OLD staffs are being left out [because most of us- exclude me- are quite attached to B] for them to ensure that from now onwards, future mistakes or accomplishments acheived resulted of their fault or efficiency...

huh.. tak le rase teruk sgt dibuang keje sebenarnye ek? *hehe* at least, i know that the decision was not made based on my working performances- which proves that i am a good employee to the company ^_^

cuma... lepas ni takde dah laa nak dapat duit joli RM160++ every month. so, no joli... no movies... no baju gediks at the moment... ;(

+ saving for the worst

Girls-Day-Out!

dah lame tak kuar ramai2 gini... me, amani, tim, bet and sal dressing up to OU. it was sal's 1st trip there and puas laa dok bawak dia ke sana ke mari... and alang2 dah sampai gsc, kitorang pakat tgk SUMOLAH!; with emma rushing all the way from sri kembangan to join us. kan emma kan?

*emma merupakan sorang drakula melayu yang pakai spek itam bilek masuk wayang [hahahahaha]

malam tu pi danau plak. among the most fave shopping spot for all of us, end up buying more than we did kat OU [of course, its damn cheaper here!]

and alas, i got hold of this green ultraman shirt yang dah lama dicari-cari for him. macam best gile bile dah beli akhirnya... tp bile balik bilek try, the shirt fit nicely on me...

+ dan i hope it will fit nicely in his buncit-belly too ^_^"

Movies May-niac!!!!

MAY 2007

Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End

The Last Mimzy

Shrek 3

Waris Jari Hantu

The Namesake

coming soon...

JUN 2007

Ocean's Thirteen

Men In White

200 Pounds Beauty (K)

Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer

JULY 2007
Die Hard 4.0

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

The Invisible

+ gemuruh menunggu ketibaan pirates! (--")

the holidayS- love being a Malaysian

the semester just started but it's already holiday for us! *yeay*

26.4- cuti pertabalan agong

1.5- cuti hari pekerja

2.5- cuti hari wesak

imagine; not having class on friday & monday, giving me the chance to go back home from khamis morning all-the-way until rabu tau?

+ hahahahah... *gile kentang ^_^*

padan muke :P

i got full marks for every assignment given:

assignment 1-10%

assignment 2-20%

assignment 3-10%

and my midterm is 13/20. in short, my carrymark shud be 53/60, which makes me got a C+ even if i failed to come to final. [cakap dengan nada berlagak]

but guess what? i only got C+ for the subject. and to my disbelief, it is because the lecturer fails to key-in my 2nd assignment marks. and since i also failed to check the carrymark and failed to recheck it with him before end of semester, C+ is the best that he can give...

nak salahkan sape?
salah dia pasal tak key-in result akuh.
salah akuh pasal tak cek carrymark, eksyen je kunun dapat best.

** no more next time...

the view...

... from my room ^_^

i dont planned to be here...

... but here i am.

this short semester in kind sucks. apart from i have to add the subjects manually, i also have to pindah from level 2 to level 4; which is quite high for a small-gayat girl like me ;p

alhamdulillah... got the subjects as planned. klas LITCRIT yang ngantukzz & ARAB1021 yang hororzz... but, the ustaz was quite cute u know ^_~

my ARAB ustaz's name is Ustaz Wejdan Kenali. recognize the 'Kenali' part? yup.. i'm honored to have the Tok Kenali's generation as my sensei...

2-weeks-notice

April 9, 2007
Exam habes. pulang sama iza. hemm... she slept most of the time but it's better to have a sleeping companion than none. jannah saing ngan akuh. it was her 1st time balik kl driving. alone. tp ade ati woo mau potong jalan akuh. cess, silap arr... my 'IS' is much more power than her 'kancil' ^_^. sampai je umah, nobody's home. kak yanti kat pantai putri, opah tak kuar lagi. ended up tolong wanchu packing-kan kuah sup. hemm... merasa gak iza nasi ayam wanchu ^_^

April 10, 2007
Ingatkan cuti ni nak keje yang bergaji, but ended up tolong wanchu kat gerai. even more;
pagi- hantar ajah pi skolah b4 7.20am
ptg- amek ajah & aisyah from skool.
and every thurs & friday- drive ayah to anywhere he want to go.
quoted from him,

"ayah dah penat bawak keta untuk kome, kome plak bawak keta untuk ayah"

April 14, 2007

Demam (--") *until result kuar....

April 19, 2007

result kuar... and it sucks (--")

sedar diri (--")

EXAM MODE

March 24 - April 3

(--")

the Pursuit of HAPPYNESS

"Chris Gardner is a bright and talented, but marginally employed salesman. Struggling to make ends meet, Gardner finds himself and his five-year-old son evicted from their San Francisco apartment with nowhere to go. When Gardner lands an internship at a prestigious stock brokerage firm, he and his son endure many hardships, including living in shelters, in pursuit of his dream of a better life for the two of them."

Sedeh citer ni... sedey sangat! nope. anak dia tak mati. bapak dia pon tak mati gak. takde sape yang mati dalam citer ni. tp sedeh. sedeh sangat...

Realiti kehidupan. Bukan suma orang bermula dengan mudah. Dan bukan mudah untuk bermula dari bawah. Will Smith jadik bapak yang sangat dedikasi dalam kerja. demi untuk menampung permintaan keluarga; isteri-mau-kaya, duit rumah, anak, parking keta... everything. dia membawa watak sorang bapak yang sungguh2 bekerja tapi isteri tidak memahami. mungkin dah tak larat nak hidup susah kot. naseb bek anak dia jantan. kalu tak, jenuh plak nak layan anak pompuan kecik merengek mau-kan mama nye...

isteri decided to get separate. but he refuses to let go of the son. bunyi mcm kejam, kenapa mau heret anak bile tau awk tu susah tak mampu nak sara dia? tap, rasanya its because of the son yang dia kuatkan diri untuk berusaha hari-hari. dia heret anak ke sana ke mari. bile rumah kena tarik, dok motel. bile motel kena kunci & barang di-pack-kan siap kat luar pintu, tido kat rumah charity. they even sleep in the toilet. tapi betapa sayangkan bapak kat anak; pintu toilet dikunci, tido anak berlapik roll tissue paper yang ade.... menanges dia..

pulak dah. dia bukan je tengah intern, tp at the same time menjual 'time machine' yang tak-bape-laku dan pulangannye hanyelah 250dollar... at that moment, even 5dollar pun cukup mahal bagi dia...

waktu susah, isteri lari. kawan kunci gril pintu. naseb bek ade anak. penyejuk hati. penghibur duka...

but subhanallah... PR si bapak cukup mantap. begitu gigih menjaga hati client. even tidak mendapat pulangan. percaya yang peluang ada dimana2.... si anak? sabar. memahami yang bapak penat keje. sabar je bile mr.america terjatuh dijalanan waktu kejar bas..

suma ceo kompeni kenal dia. pinjam rm5 dia. walopon duit tgh takde. mintak dia belikan donut, coffee. walopon he has a dateline to meet, hati orang beso kena jaga. everything is about maintaining good relationship for future development.

penat lelah. kerja keras. suma berbaloi. dia berjaya jadi broker di kompeni tu. tidak perlu lagi berkejar bas untuk rebut bilek di charity house. tak perlu lagi makan piza ngan air kosong. tak perlu lagi tengok muka anak bermasam pasal penat berkejar ngan bapak nye. suma nya berbaloi....

pehh. panjang gile sipnosis citer akuh (--")

akuh berfikir. susahnye jadi bapak. susahnye jadi mak. nak jaga diri sendiri pon tak tentu lagi. inikan pulak nak jage anak. susahnye ayah akuh keje. semata-mata nak pastikan yuran sekolah berbayar. susahnye mak akuh keje. nak pastikan bile raya, kami masing-masing dapat baju baru. udah la akuh adik beradik sekolah swasta dari tadika. dari tadika, sekolah rendah, menengah; yuran suma rm100++ sebulan. itu tak masuk baju sekolah baru tiap tahun. kasut sekolah. beg skolah. buku-buku skolah.

mane dorang dapat duit banyak macam tu? pasal nak bayar duit umah, bil letrik+air+tipon, duit makan dapo suma, duit keta, belanja kami kat sekolah, duit minyak keta, duit beli bende merepek, dll....

pulak. lepas ni turn akuh. bile dah kawen nnt, mampu ke akuh membina hidup sendiri? tanpa mak ayah? dengan orang baru? berkongsi segalanya dengan orang itu? kalu dia tak mampu nak berikan macam yang mak ayah akuh bagi, sanggup ke akuh? berkongsi susah ngan dia? terima baik buruk dia?
aduh. aku takut.

dugaan.

10.30am:
Besungguh-sungguh wat amlit. 2 esemen skali gus. bertungkus-lumus memerah otak. begitu juga dengan mulut; tak henti-henti makan dan berborak sambil bertungkus-lumus.
1.30pm:
maseh di hs. bertungkus-lumus. makan. zuhur. bertungkus-lumus semula.
4.30pm:
maseh di hs. masem. bertungkus-lumus. makan lagi.
7.30pm:
maseh di hs. semakin masem. mahgrib. bertungkus-lumus semula. makan lagi.
9pm:
siap. tapi file tak ley bukak. corrupt.
9.30pm:
balik bilek. tdo. + balasan Tuhan menangguh kerja sebenonya (--")

Ayah bagi sms. Balas.

11-Mar-2007
14:41:57

"Wahai anakku:1. Ikhlaslah krn ALLAH tatkala besendirian mahupun terang terangan, hindari riyak dlm perkataan/perbuatanmu. 2. Jadilah engkau pesaing dlm kebaikan dan bersegeralah menjauhi keburukan, perbanyaklah zikir dan sedekah. 3. Jadilah org yg selalu melaksanakan solat tepat pd waktunya dan melaksanakan solat sunat semampumu. 4. Bacalah selalu ALQURAN dan jadikanlah ia sebagai tempat kembali bagi dirimu. 5. Jadilah wanita yg zuhud d dunia dan menyenangi kehidupan akhirat. 6. Jadilah wanita yg dapat dipercayai dan memegang amanah. Semoga berjaya cemerlang dlm exam."

wahh... bersemangat sekali ayah ku sms di pagi yang hening ini....

(pikir ku sambil tertido selepas bace sms)

tengahari tadi ibu tipon.

ibu: kamu tak reply ke sms ayah?

aku: sms yang mane?

ibu: alaahh, yang pagi semalam tu. pagi-pagi ayah sms dah

aku: (teringat) oh. yang tu. nape? kena reply ke?

ibu: reply 'tq' je ke dah laa...

aku: kena reply ke?

ibu: tau ayah ngadu ape? "isk, anak-anak ayah ni... sorang pon tak reply." ayong ni pon... macam tatau je ayah tu cane..

aku: hehe... ingatkan sms tu dah bace terus dijadikan pedoman so tak perlu ah reply (hehehe)

ibu: kecik ati ayah. hehehe.... (ibu pon gelak)

+ sindrom middle age ppl. akuh pon satu hari akan begitu ^_^"

Gong Xi Fa Chai

This is what we got in our American Literature class.

never thought of getting one for real. gile best! mine's written:

" a cheerful letter or message is on its way to you "

"love... and you shall be love.."

+ TQ kak may comeii!!

akuh meninggal?

you know how kids tend to misunderstood some of the BIG words they just learned?

semalam.

ayong: assalamualaikum aisyah! aisyah watpe? rindu ayong tak?
aisyah: ayong, aisyah ingat ayong dah meninggal dunia..
ayong: [stunned] meninggal dunia? aisyah tau tak maksud meninggal dunia?
aisyah: macam mati...
ayong: ayong dah mati ke dik? [sedey]
aisyah: aisyah silap. aisyah tak tahu...

+ of all the words... aiyo... sedey!!! (--")

WANTED!!

sape-sape yang belom bagi hadiah bday kat akuh lagi, kalian dipersilakan untuk menghadiahkan dress-comel-gediks ini kepada saye ^_^"

+ korang nak share beli pon akuh tak kesah. naks jugaks!!!

gerem + tensen = lapo!

td sengugut. so 1 hari paralyze atas toto. sambil iron terletak kat perut. tp maseh ley tgk cd. siap abes suma episod citer Ouran High School Club Host tuh! ^_^''

malam. AMLIT. kak may bagi latihan dalam kelas. latihan on transcendentalism. tp gerem!!! tak paham!!! gerem!!!!

unprepared. salahkan senggugut. bukan cd. (--")

g a t a l

akuh gatal. literally (--")
solution. ke klinik. ye, klinik uia. nak wat cane. itu je yang termampu setakat ni..

ting tong! nombo akuh naik.
doc: sakit ape?
aku: saye gatal-gatal dokte. dah dekat seminggu. tak tahan dah ni. sampai luka dah saye garuk.
doc: kamu masuk hutan ke? tunjuk luka kat mane..
aku: [singsing lengan baju] tak masuk hutan pon. men kayak pon tak.
doc: ni serius ni. kena cucuk ni.
aku: [gelabah] eh. takpe laa dokte. susah2 je. kasik ubat sapu sudah...
doc: kamu nak cepat baik tak? sekarang minggu peksa kan?
aku: erkkk....
doc: 2botol ubat sy gune ni. dah teruk gatal kamu. timbul biji-biji..
aku: dokte sapu bius banyak2 tau. saye takut. last sy cucuk waktu BCG dulu je [darjah6]
doc: ye. banyak dah saye sapu ni...

doktor tipu. lepas cucuk tangan akuh keras takley gerak. sakit!!!!!!!!

+ tapi akuh dapat m.c. yeay!

Sms ayah

Date: 29/01/2007
Time: 05:02:28am

"Assalamualaikum. Jika tiada apa uzur, ari ni 10 muharam, berpuasalah utk mencari redho ALLAH."

** alhamdulillah ^_^"

ENGITEX 2007

13-14hb January arituh team ENGITEX '07 sekali lagi mengadakan auto-fest kali yang kebapentah akuh tak tau. tapi baru je sem lepas, waktu convest '06 dorg wat prog yang same. tap, yang tuh last year punye, team manager, oppa, iza and the geng. this year, juniors' engineering punye mase untuk cipta nama.

among the events are bazzar (tudung,kerongsang,baju2) yang matlamatnya untuk mengaut keuntungan dari sister's uia yang suke shopping. lucky loan tak masuk lagi. kalu tak... ^_^"

and as usual, autofest menyediakan pelbagai juadah mata untuk para pengemar drift & kereta beragam. hehe... tapi drift kali ni tak se-power yang lepas. otai2 drift rak turun padang. DJ pon tak se-mesra dulu. hekk, what do u aspect?

below are among the photos ehsan mek fid:

bape laa duit kuar makeup keta je?? (--")

apsal dia ngenyit mate ekk?

sempoi gile nemo neh..

dalam banyak2 kete, this my ma' fave \o/

cun gile duh keta neh!!
**owner dia pon cun same ^_^"

Saidatun Najah Khairul Anuar

happy besday dear sis..

best of LUCK for the coming PMR 2007

2.0.0.7

huih... lama betui akuh tak updet... kenape? ntah.. malles kot. ke takde mase? takkan laa akuh takde mase (--")

ALOT has happened. both last year and this year. recap:

- pointer naik! alhamdulillah...
- dapat keta. ayah punye.
- got NEW boyfren and get to keep the OLD one too... *scandal*
- got E-760 for myself \o/
- happy. happy. happy.

nothing new actually tahun ni. cuma.. kalian mungkin akan perasan that my level of gedikness increases this new year ^_^'

its different with him. tak tau nape. akuh easily cayaq dengan dia. asik-asik teringat dia. nak tengok gamba dia. nak mesej dengan dia. nak tipon, dengar sora dia. gedik. gedik. gedik.

but i love the feeling and enjoying every moments of it :)

+ semoga selamat semuanya...

professionalism

wynn. ko bz tak? tolong amik aku kat audi.

tengahari.

it was timmy's SUPER PAIN day. sian akuh tgk minah tu. by the time akuh sampai audi, dia dah macam walking zombie dah. bibir biru macam hantu (--") naseb fid ade dgn dia, pimpin jalan. aku offer nak hantar pi klinik, dia tamau. katanya mau rehat di bilek. fine. tapi, elok je sampai amee dia muntah. bukan. timmy tak pregnant. instead of panjat tgkt 4, akuh suh dia rehat kat bilek akuh je. mui [bubur nasi] sudah ku beli. panadol pink, panadol puteh pon dah sedia. siap minyak angin cap kapak lagi. timmy maseh berguleng-guleng atas toto akuh. setiap 5minit, dia musti ke tandas. muntah. tapi isi takde. akuh tatau nak watpe. bg timmy painkiller. timmy tdo....

senja.

timmy bangun tido. maseh pening. sakit perut. muntah2. akuh bawak pi klinik.

maghrib.

kena tunggu. klinik bukak pukul 8. timmy muntah lagi.

jam 8.

trus daftar. timmy org nombo 2. bile sampai turn timmy, akuh join masuk dengan dia. risaw. nak tau gak ape jadi kat kawan akuh ni sampai teruk beno sakitnye. doktor memandang akuh dan berkata,

" buat ape masuk ni? menyibuk je! "

** huh. akuh ingat nama dokte tuh

sahabat baik.. ku mencintaimu..

ku mencintai sahabatku dgn segenap jiwaku.

Sahabat yg baik

adalah seiring dgnku & menjaga nama baikku

ketika aku hidup @ selepas aku mati.

hulurkan tangan kepada sahabatku utk berkenalan

krn aku akan merasa senang,

semakin ramai sahabat, semakin aku percaya diri.

aku selalu berharap mendapat sahabat sejati yg

tidak luntur baiknya dlm suka & duka.

Jika aku dapat,aku ingin setia padanya.."

-imam shafie

+ yap, i lurrvvee you...

today. happy day.

hari ni aku begitu gembira ^_^
akuh dah lepas 5paper. another 1paper to go. and its on November 15- islamic ethics.
and tomorrow, got plans to watch 'the prestige' already *yeay*

1st paper; Error and Contrastive Analysis was suprisingly ok! i did well, i guess. since the exact 3questions from the past paper was in the final. huh... lucky me! alhamdulillah.... but, i lost my luck on discourse analysis. probably kerana terlampau mengambil remeh towards the subject itself. hemm.. next, Public Personnel Admin. Damn, i cant understand the questions. Aduii, blaming myself! Paper ARAB and Comp App was suprisingly ok too. Alhamdulillah, but during ARAB instead of doing 4, I did all 5question. and i'm not the only one doing it, most of us. Tak paham soklan (--") Comp App lagi best. ade 7questions. and its compulsory to answer all in 2hours period. huh, lengoh tangan mengoreng...

and now, on duty. working till 3am. itupon kalu customers kuar awal...

chatting with an*s to kill the time. comel betul dia dalam clips yg baru ni. arituh nak tak hensem. langsung. best sembang ngan dia malam ni. dia tak poyo. dia tak kerek. so fun! missing the times that we had dulu... :)

oh. 'death notes' on November 9. gosh, cant wait!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

its RAYA! and i'm surfing the net from my cousin's home *hehe*

actually, persiapan raya tahun ni tak semeriah raya2 yang lepas. pasal ibu macam rilek je, ayah pon tak over-over. macam dulu. kalau dulu, beria bizi. cat umah laa, tukar langsir laa, itu laa, ini laa... tahun ni rilek gile. akuh pon sebenarnya suke simple-simple gini. rilek. cuma rasa lain laa bila tak bizi macam dulu....

tapi, balek kampung tahun ni yang PALING BEST! pasal waktu raya 1st, suma family belah ibu datang turun Ipoh raye ngan opah. best. meriah! budak-budak men mercun, anak-anak dara gosip-gosipan, yang dewasa dok gelak ketawa sama-sama...

waktu raya ke2, kat umah atok pon tak kurang hebat! setelah sekian lama, pak lang balik teluk intan ngan along zakiah bawak baby balik. bukan senang nak mintak pak lang balik kampung. he has this disagreement (i dont know with whom) and for him coming back to Chikus really is a BIG THING for him.

and today, raya ke3 i'm at my kezen's house; surfing the net for free! (hamboi, ade ati nak chatge aku ye?) i really like it when i'm with all my kezens. actually, it is specifically with this 2 kezen je. both of them are boys actually but the memories of mandi ban [parit], panjat pokok langsat/manggis, men tangkap ikan kat sawah really bonds us together. walopon they are 'guys' now... i still considers them as my 2-budak-hitam ^_~

my 1st paper is on 31hb October. mati!

something to share

+ saje nak send. jumpe best kat dlm pc kezen akuh.

i cant understand him!

dia kejap ok. cool. asik tipon. datang sini. ajak kuar. ajak ym.
at one time, dok moody. tolak akuh sane sini. who do you think i am? ur maid?

i'm a fren, ok. your fren. i dun expect you to treat me candle light dinner, movies or what-not. i just want your respect. your sincerity. if you still think its hard for you to actually be frens with me (again).. then step back. Cause i dont want to be hurt anymore. i dont want to lose a fren. again.

u have the right to be annoyed with me. i understand. but please.... dun take my jokes seriously, ok? i just want to break the ice between us. u still got something there inside you that hates me. i know cause i feel the same thing too.

its still hard for us to get together like we usedtoo. but i'm trying. cause i still love to have you as a friend.

+ huh'

omak, aku nak kawen~

i got 3 marriage proposals already! yup, tak tipu punyo! *haha*

akuh bagitau ibu. ibu respon,

"alaah, budak-budak laki memang gitu yong. memain je tu. saje je nak wat orang perasan."

tapikan ibu, u SHOULD read all the sms that he send me. horror pon ade!

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y*z kembali. an*s juge sudah back-in-action. Dy; seperti dahulu. Az; he's the one proposing!

+ bile takde, memang takde langsung. bile ade, suma pakat datang meng-hurung! huh...

from his view...

October 04, 2006
Picking Up The Pieces
" For almost two years with no calls, no sms, no cards, no visits and no nothing, finally I’ve decided to dial her number. The long years that left me nothing except trying to avoid and keep the distance from her. The struggling for the feel of relief when she didn’t keep my new number. The seeking of satisfaction when she was no longer in my life. And for all these, I considered myself that I have achieved sort of an accomplishment. But fire isn’t always has to burn forever. This rusted egoistic feeling that locked inside finally surrenders for the sake of something that’s called “FRIENDSHIP”. Something that used to make me smiles, something that I used to turn to. For whatever reason, I feel like I still need this companionship. So, I grabbed the phone and dialed the number.
She’s changed a bit through her voice. So, I heard. We talked but its feel kind of weird at first. Minutes passed by and I began to catch some heat. It’s started weirdly and turn back to like what we used to had few years ago. The conversation started with question of what’s being going on with each other and so on. These questions changed from time to time and at some point we laughed a little. We brought back some stories of the past and discuss how to put the end to it. We’ve made plan to meet. To break the fast together along with some other companions of ours. It will be great. I still appreciate this connection; a connection of soul and body with a little sprinkle of chemistry. Then put it all together to become a friendship."

+ all this while, he did kept my num. shud i feel glad? i dont know...

Who said English is easy?

Fill in the following blank with "Yes" or "No"

a) ______ , I don't have a BRAIN .

p/s: klaka aku rase..! =D

k e c e w a

akuh putus chenta hari ni! kecewa!

+ semuga kau ber-bahagia dengan ny....

Today. Last class kayak.

Lepas ni, susah dah nak jumpe. Susah dah nak hangout ramai-ramai. Nak lunch sama-sama. Misses u guys already!

But i'm really gonna miss u the most ^_~

t w i s t e d

its funny how twisted life can be..

pukul 2.30pm. kelam kabut ke ITD lab. nak print logbook kayak. alhamdulillah, sampai sane ade pc kosong. dengan wajah yang ceria akuh login & cocok masuk tumbdrive masuk ke pc. tapi....nak jadi citer, aku tak jumpe file yang nak diprintkan tu. oh. ralatnye.

aku menapak balik ke bilek untuk amik file tu. kalu tak amik, bile plak nak print... bile dah sampai bilek & on pc, akuh cocok masuk tumbdrive untuk amik file dr my document. takde jugak file tu kat folder. ahh sudah! takkan tak save kot? sabar... check balik pelan2. Rupanye.. file yang akuh nak print tuh dah memang tersedia ade kat dalam tumbdrive. akuh save kat folder print. ya allah... ralatnye!

so, back again to ITD untuk menyetelkan keje yang sepatutnye dah setel awal-awal lagi. Tapi (again) bile sampai ITD balik i found out that the pc that i cop before dah di login oleh orang lain... what-the-heaven! bengang gile! akuh pon cakap le kat dia,

AKU: sis, lame lagi ke? this is my pc.

DIA: a'ah. baru je masuk.

adei.. hangin aku! takkan tak paham-paham bahase lagi?

naseb ade fid tengah gune pc. tumpang pc dia print jap.
rupanye, selepas akuh blah balik tadi ade sis lain yang logout kan account akuh. si minah ni plak masuk gune selepas dia, without knowing that the pc supposed to be mine.
bertembung dengan dia.

AKU: sorry ye sis, misunderstanding tadi.

DIA: takde ape. tadi pc ni kosong.

baiknya dia! tak terasa hati pon dengan ape yang terjadi tadi. bersalah plak aku... (--")

+ Allah has His own way testing me during this Ramadhan...

discourse analysis

situasi 1
lecturer: sister, you have been missing from class for such a long time now. why's that?
sister: i got so many programs to attend. they did not provide me with any excuse letters.
lecturer: you did not do ur midterm test. u did nor submit ur 2nd assignment. u even missed class for more than 6 times already.
sister: i'm so sorry sir. can i do the midterm test any time before final?
lecturer: no. but u can take the subject again with me next semester.
sister: [stunned]

situasi 2
pukul 8.15pm. Mia tergesa-gesa masuk dan keluar dari bilek.
Ada: kenape ni Mia? kelam kabut je?
Mia: Mia belum solat maghrib lagi. Belom ajan [azan] Isyak lagikan Ada?
Ada: belom.

Allahuakbar allahuakbar~

Mia: ya ampun! sudah azan Ada. bagaimana? Allah swt pasti marah. maafkan aku tuhan. maafkan aku ya Allah...
Ada: [fuyoooo... gile menyesal]

+ aku: gile kentang!

m.o.t.i.v.a.s.i

motivasi merupakan suatu perkara basic di dalam proses perkembangan manusia. manusia memerlukan motivasi sebagai penggerak kita memulakan sesuatu perkara. ntah betul ke tak definition aku neh.... (--")

contoh:

1. ayah janji belikan hp kalu angah dapat masuk uni.
2. ibu kate akan jumpe aku kat KL bile musim mega-sale.

hp- motivasi untuk angah supaya belajar rajin2

mega sale- motivasi untuk ibu turun KL (ibu malles nak turun kl-jammed!)

dibulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni, walopun akuh bizi dengan urusan2 dunia (kuiz, esemen, pi bazzar, presentation, exam, blablabla) akuh maseh gagah pi teraweh kat ameenah.

wahh, bagaimana saudari mampu membahagikan masa dengan baik? [poyo!] aku ade pe-motivasi utnuk me-motivate akuh pi teraweh... tamau teka? huhu...

entry yang tanpe motif ini adelah untuk memberitahu bahawa ustaz yang jadi imam teraweh tadi merupakan seorang makhluk tuhan yang hensem lagi best! udah laa jadi imam, wat tazkirah best, bace surah sedap, adei.... (^_^")

fid kate,

"aku rase pose ko tggl 4markah je dr 100...hahaha"

+ isk isk, itu belom tolak akuh tak sahur, solat lewat, mandi lepas asar, blablabla....

semacam.

tetibe rase sedey. tengak gamba kawan baik ngan boyfren dia. adei.. jelesnye! udah le hensem. baik. caring. adeii... jelesnye!

+ oh. 'yaz' is back. even got his hp num. dejavu~

selamat berpuasa!

tak best bile kite dah tau keburukan orang lain before we have actually work with them. pasal we will tend to treat them based on what others says about them. heh?

dorang suma mengelak bile kena wat keje ngan dia. akuh? got no choice. tak kesah pon sebenarnye. i dun think its gonna be that bad. sampai laa this one day, i suddenly realize why they tend to avoid working with her. and that affects my expectation on her.

semalam hampir nak bertekak. just because she claims that she got lots to be done & she has poured alot on the project. yeah rite...

tuhan... maafkan aku for treated her that way. oh. aku sepatutnye mintak maap pada dia.

+ hubungan manusia dgn manusia memang susah nak jaga

temper. again.

hari tu... aku jerit kat dia.
tak pasti samada akuh tak sengaja... atau sengaja.
pasal dia annoyed me sooooo much!

dah tau lemah, takyah laa nak berlagak kuat sangat (figure of speech)
selalu tak datang, eksyen macam laa diri tu super-bizi sangat! gerem! tapi at the same time... kesian.
kesian kat dia kena tempik dengan aku. dia memang macam tu orangnye. poyo. eksyen. beria. kadang-kadang je over. tapi dia baik. cuma dia ni spesel sikit. ye, ini juge adelah figure-of speech.

to you, i'm sorry. so sorry.
but.. deep in my heart, i still think u deserve it (--")

the best 60km ever!

i'm back! with 100% tanner than the 1st expedition at lembah danau.

mane tak-nye, for this 2nd xpdc we went from sg tasek bera to tasek chini; 60km by hand (baca: paddling)tau! ingat senang ke? m(--)m

trip kali ni memang penat! tapi best... pasal kitorang ber-xpdc dalam group yang kecil je. 16 orang. tak termasuk cikgu's+fasi's suma. disebabkan bilangan yang kecil ni laa, we were so intimate with each other. makan sama2. gelak sama2. kutuk cikgu sama2. hehe... rase macam one-big-family je. i like!

saturday.
the trip dari sg tasek bera ke kampung chenor tak laa penat mane. pasal the 1st 5km je akuh bawak spectrum. the other 10km dah bawak double dengan dila. puas melalak tak tentu hala kat tengah2 sungai tuh. cakap je lagu ape, dari band 60-an sampai laa ke band si samsson tuh, suma pakat nyanyi ramai2. best! nak hilangkan rasa tensen sebenornye... pkul 12.30pm, berenti lunch kat kg chenor. kebetulan dorang tengah buat 'pesta air'. meriah betul! siap ade K4, speedboat suma... kitorang sendiri disambut oleh MC prog tuh. hehe... rase macam VIP lak ;p

sambung berkayak. kali ni untuk rehat bermalam. kitorang bermalam kat satu kampung ni, namanye: kampung Peijin. akuh sendiri dok konfius, whether the actual name of the kampung was 'peijin' or 'beijing'. regardless, kitorang sampai kat sane around 3.30pm. awal... pasal cikgu dok budget kitorang sampai much later than that. kebetulan paras air naik, so arus pon deras. kitorang pon cepat laa sampai...

kitorang bermalam kat masjid-separuh siap. masjid tuh tak fully-finished lagi except for ade tingkap-pintu-bumbung suma. so, pakat bentang spreadsheet laa atas lantai dan masing2 kongsi sleeping bag ccac. before bedtime, cikgu syful buat icebreaking. yup. another icebreaking. kitorang sendiri pelik, nak watpe wat lagi pasal kitorang masing2 dah baik & cukup kenal sesama sendiri. mungkin ini alasan cikgu je, dia yang terlupe nama2 kite. heheee ;p

malam tuh sentri dengan hanem & abg ajis. abah & cikgu yiril turut serta. wat sesi mengutuk cikgu yiril lagi. hehe.... shian dia...

the next day. sunday.
another 20++ km to go. cikgu kate, trip kali ni lebih jauh. arus pon tak membantu sangat. pasal sungai yang ini ter-sangat-laa lebar! lepas lunch kat kampung kuala wau, i decided to try to kayak single pakai dancer all-the-way to tasek chini. menyesal mula-nya. pasal the trip was soooo jauh & sooo penat, nak dibandingkan dengan trip saturday. tapi, all the penat & menyesal was washed away bile kitorang kena masuk this one narrow river. rase macam masuk amazon je. siap kat dalam tuh ade this one area taruk papan tanda "lubang ular". ohhh... laju jeee aku kayuh ke depan. tak mau akuh bertentang mata dengan makhluk itu.

in order to continue the journey to tasek chini, kitorang kena go thru this one empangan. and just follow that same route again. suke part 'amazon' ni. rase tenang je berkayuh. masing2 rilex, siap men2 air lagi. memang best!

akhirnya... jeng 3x... langit yang tadi-nye gelap ditutupi pokok2 tinggi, kelihatan cerah tanpa sebarang halangan. kitorang akhirnya sampai ke destinasi. TASEK CHINI! macam tak caye, i actually came to the place where the legendary lochness or naga or watever yang people dok cakap selama ini. the scenery was superb! air tasek tenang je, angin sepoi-sepoi... rase nak dok atas air, tamau naik je. tapi, memang berbaloi akuh dok penat kayuh jauh2 sampai ke mari...

selamat sampai ke chalet kat tasek chini tu pkul 5.30pm.

bas sampai amik kitorang kul 8.30pm. bas kali ni mewah! siap ade tv best, bau hotel lagi :)
akuh tak sempat nak menghayati kemewahan bas kali ni. pasal tak lame lepas naik, akuh terus pengsan! mereka yang lain pon dok pengsan gak. huhu... penat seh!

akuh hanye tersedar dari tidoq bile kitorang sampai kat uia. pkul 1.30pm. gile tidoq mati!

to the komitees, thanks for the great food & fun!
to kak milah & cikgu syful, thank you for the excellent trip u held for us!
to cikgu yiril, sorry for everything! u are a very good cikgu! no lying here ^_^

and to frens, thanks for the memorable experience we had together! we rock!!!!! \o/

gelabah. kelam kabut. penat. marah. seronok. sakit ati. sabar. gumbira. bengang. hangin. putus asa. sabar. slow. stress. masam muka. excited. takut.

akhirnya.... LEGA!

last week was the hectic-est week of my life. i guess. midterm. khemah ibadah. cocu week. midterm. assignment. teater. midterm. bukan nak eksyen kate akuh ni bizi tapi ALL of these came AT THE SAME TIME. tuhan benar-benar menguji aku. menguji kesabaran. menguji ketahanan. mental & fizikal. tuhan juge mau kasi midterm sama aku. dan aku harap lulus. a.m.i.n.

suma orang suke bila menjadi orang penting kepada sesuatu. aku sendiri suke bile rase diri ni penting. orang harapkan kite. kite tak henti ke sana ke mari menyudahkan keje yang belom sudah. orang asik puji, "aktif kamu ye?" "bagusnye kamu...". bangge laa sekejap~

tapikan, sebenarnye... dalam kite bizi-bizi tu, banyak yang kite neglect. cara kita bercakap dengan kawan. cara kita layan mereka, waktu dorang perlukan bantuan. neglect tanggungjawab kita dengan tuhan.

disebabkan bizi tadi, kite rasa masa kite ni penting sangat. takde mase nak layan orang yang boley membuang masa kita. pikir kite je yang bizi. watak kite lebih penting dari orang lain. dan kite rase layak untuk mengarah org lain buat keje kite, pasal kite bizi sangat...

dan waktu ni gak laa kite nampak rupa sebenar 'kawan' kita. dia dulunya lembut, memahami, dan comforting tapi kerana bizi, dia jadi horror, menjengkelkan, asik moody tak kena tempat. lain sangat dari asal.

pendek kata, we tend to be selfish to others. aku tahu. pasal akuh juga begitu. hidup jadi tunggang-langgang. bilek serabut. hati rungsing. solat? ......

ini baru kena test sikit je. belom suruh pi jadi sukarelawan kat palestin, lebanon suma lagi. belom kena suruh pi berdakwah kat sane sini lagi. adeiii.... (--")

bile dah setel suma keje2, alhamdulillah.... rase hilaaaaaaaang beban! ringaaaaaan je rasa bahu ni. hidup kembali indah & ceria. sudah ada masa untuk berehat-tido-bergumbira. alhamdulillah...

hujung minggu ni ade kayak trip dari sg pahang ke tasek chini. time for a breakaway. doakan perjalanan pergi & pulang. a.m.i.n.

+ memorable: menang kayak polo & my 5-mins-of-shame as gnomes \o/

perasan sibuk~

"bizi-nye akuh lately"

*hehe* perasan sibuk sebenarnye [bak kate Hamka]

baru balek dari umah. cuti dari merdeka arituh.

oh ye. akuh sambut merdeka kat sini je. abes keje kul 10, terus pi memantau bazzar yang se-patutnye tengah on sale. ye arr, sale pasal dah habes convest & sale merdeka. huhu... countdown kat uia meriah betul! akuh tak join mereka kat stadium tapi hanye melihat bunge api memancut2 di kegelapan malam. pehhh... tak dapat ku bayangkan perasaan ketika itu. syahdu? terharu? gembire? ntah le... yang pasti, itu le kali pertama akuh tgk bunga api LIVE dari spek mata ini (--")

lame betul tak balik umah. tak banyak yang berubah. kusi meja suma maseh ditempat yang sama. tivi je yang dok pindah dari ruang depan ke tengah. dan terase diri ini se-inci tinggi dari dulu. hee..bile lagi nak perasan tinggi?

rindu sama ibu. rindu sama aisyah. rindu sama angah. hilang semua rindu dapat peluk adik sayang. walopon dia meronta-ronta mintak dilepaskan, pasal tengah citer katon kat tivi. damn u spongeb*b!

anyway. spend LOTS of time ngan ibu kat UO. ye, shopping-mopping telah banyak membantu mengeratkan lagi hubungan kami anak-beranak. dan sembang+kutuk+merepek sama ayah. part talkative ni mmg menurun dari belah ayah. huh"

wanchu skrg dah bukak restoren mini kat depan umah. siap kusi+meja suma. hari-hari laku!
menu utama: nasi ayam. sedapppp!!!!
pelanggan setia: budak sekolah rendah & menengah.
alhamdulillah, lagi untung dari waktu dia keje kat kantin mahkamah dulu. gaji tak tentu. dah buat business depan umah, takle opah bising2 lagi. ye, opah dok ngan wanchu. dan umah wanchu sebelah umah kitorang.

kak yanti & kak yani semakin bizi dengan business eskrem dorang plak! wanchu meniaga nasi, dorang bantai juai eskrem. walopun 20sen je sebatang, hari-hari abes woo... bile pi pasar malam, bawak le duit bersyiling-syiling tuh dalam kantung. hehe...

before balik, akuh merasa le bawak kelisa-sayang ayah tu. ibu pesan, "bawak elok2. itu bini no 1 ayah kamu tuh." pehh... jeles siot! jeles tanda sayang kan mama? hehe...

now, back to reality. baru teringat esemen PPA tak wat lagi. submit arini.
alaaa, sempat punye submit b4 opis-hour. rilek arr.... *pale hotak kamu*

+ i really do think that this 'twenty-something' syndrom really drives me nuts! *salahkan situasi!*

p.r.i.v.a.c.y

akuh dah berubah. jauh berubah.
bukan semakin baik. tapi... macam jadik semakin tak baik.
semakin dingin. semakin tak amik peduli.
terhadap orang. kawan-kawan.
dulu, aku seorang pendengar yang baik. terbukti. ramai yang jumpe aku nak share feelings. mintak pendapat. minta sokongan. baik betul akuh. memang.
tapi, lately... akuh perasan yang akuh semakin tak mau dengar ape yang orang nak share dengan akuh. mata perhati, telinga mendengar tapi... lain yang aku pikir.
aku tak rase cerita mereka penting. akuh tak rasa masalah dorang sebagai penting. bukan masalah aku. so, tak perlu terlalu prihatin.

aku semakin selfish. sombong. sibuk wat keje sendiri. sorang-sorang.
wanting time for myself by deserting others. without realizing they are the cause of my happiness.

relieved...

everything settled now...

'whole-heartedly'... a very good choice of word.

thanks atih :)

commitment. komitmen.

SO MANY things happened lately. the fight. the last-minute ganti pose. the K.K.S. adeii...

even my horoscope also suggested me to,

"Do your best to deal with these circumstances in a calm, cool and collected manner. So it didn't end up like you thought.".

ntah laa...

akuh dapat offer jadi 'sweet'. by the director. sooo good of her for believing how sweetttt i can be. hehe... and i like it. i LOVE the part ^_^

tapi ntah nape, i rejected the offer. and feel bad about doing it.

rabu/ sabtu (and sumtimes ahad) akuh keje. sabtu (pagi-noon) akuh ade halaqah & kayak2. bulan 8 kayak tournament. this semester, tons & tons of homework. ye, aku exaggerate on the homework part (--")

aku risaw tak dapat commit. to the training. every nite. aku tau my part was the sikit-est line of all dalam play tuh. dan macam best pula bile imagining the marvelous costume to be wore by the 'sweetie witch'. adei.. berat-nye ati...

i thought of just to go through the training, and think of it as a treatment. it is more like the time for me to express myself. for me to enjoy myself. with them. on stage.

tapi, the commitment part that really scares me. for i dont want to cari pasal with them. my own friends. imagine not going to the training and go for other meetings, which both involves me. as a whole. takut nak carik pasal. takut nak gado ngan ko director-ku.... :"(

akuh tak jumpe ko lagi arini. to say my sorry. but at the same time. pity-ing myself myself by rejecting such wonderful offer from you. and all because i'm not good in managing my own time.

"You might just find that this disappointment ends up being exactly what you needed all along."

kate horoscope itu lagi. or is this refers to the 'fight' thing-ing? emm....

+ i blog in both english & malay. harap takde menteri yg marah akuh plak... [perasan ade menteri bace blog dia :P]

he's gorgeous!

my gorgeous British heartrobe!!!!

KAED FEST '06

BMX show. aku teruja~

lawatan ke 'animal kingdom'

aku. duta iklan friskies ^_^"

"sape kaco time tido akuh?" kate encik rabbit.

tangan fid yang kejam. mencengkam 'gwen'.

+ name boyfren gwen, 'quincy'. huhu...

berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul...

pagi tadi, 1st presentation from my halaqah group.
topic: 'the' sisters in islam. hehe... BEST! everybody was participating. semua orang mengerut-ngerutkan dahi, mengangguk-anggukan kepala tanda setuju. wah, khusyuk sekali junior2 ku membincangkan isu. sejuk ati tengok adik-adik ku yang prihatin...

dalam pada yang sama, Helena juga menjadi topik perbincangan. nope, bukan Helena dalam video clips 'my chemical romance' tu. bukan yang itu. tapi, ini Helena yang baru convert Islam pada 2002 yang lepas.

Helena ini orang Miri. Ibu dan ayahnye Christian. Adik-beradiknye Christian. Grandpa, grandma, semua sepupu sepipi-nye menganut Christian. Even one of his uncle is a well known priest kat sane. tapi Helena yang ini Islam. Muslim.

aku ingat dia ni same kes ngan kak Jennifer. nama je omputeh tapi memang Islam sejak lahir. Orang Sabah bah... perkara sebegini normal disana.

dia kate:
"saye ramai kawan melayu. saya selalu tanye mereka, kenapa kena 'naik turun' [bace: solat] 5kali sehari ? tak penat ke? you boleh dengar ke orang cakap ape bila you pakai tudung?". dia ketawa.
heh, kelakar pulak dengar dia kutuk diri sendiri. tapi, kata-kata ini jujur dari seorang yang kini Muslim.

dia citer lagi:
"saye selalu fikir, bile agak-nye hari kiamat akan datang. apa tanda-tanda hari kiamat. tapi bile saye tanye my uncle, dia tak dapat jawab. dia reply, "u're too young to know." saya dah 18tahun. sy tak puas ati. saye tanya ustaz. ustaz dapat jawab soalan saye. banyak soalan yang ustaz dapat jawab. kita kena pakai tutup aurat untuk menjaga diri dari perkara buruk. dan kahwin itu perlu bagi mengelakkan zina. uncle saye [Helena] priest. dalam bible, priest tak boleh kawin. tapi, banyak saje kes priest yang berhubungan sulit dengan sisters. anak, hasil hubungan luar nikah mereka diletakkan dibawah jagaan church. supaya tiada siapa yang tahu."

ramai yang melopong. terkejut agaknye mendengar kisah benar dari Helena.

dia sambung lagi:
"islam comprehensive. it covers all aspects of life. ada sebab untuk setiap perkara. dan sebab-sebab itu logik. untuk kebaikan diri sendiri."

bayangkan mendengar kisah benar dari orang yang memang dari keluarga bukan Islam. tapi mempunyai kekuatan untuk menganut agama Islam. sorang-sorang. hanya mak, ayah, dan adik-beradik yang tahu yang dia kini Muslim. bila balik kampung, dia jarang makan dirumah. dia terpaksa mengikut nenek ke church setiap Ahad. dia terpaksa buka tudung pasal takut mak malu kat sedara lain, yang Helena sudah masuk Islam. dia tak sambut aidilfitri macam kite. dia sorang-sorang.

sedih dengar citer Helena. tapi dia rilek je. buat muka tabah je. kata dia, "berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul". aduh... terdiam aku yang selalu mengeluh raya tak best...

Helena. dulu bukan Muslim. dia dapat hidayah. dia nampak perbezaan. dia tahu mana yang lebih baik dan terbaik. dia peluk agama islam. walaupun takde sokongan keluarga. kita? yang memang Islam sejak lahir. takde masalah nak makan. takde masalah nak solat, pakai baju tutup aurat. tapi... tetap lengah solat. tetap makan bende2 yang takde logo halal. tetap tamau percaya yang kiamat dah nak dekat sangat. masa untuk hidup hampir tamat.

aduii, terasa-nye akuh...

happy frenship day!

Its the official "frienship day" people!

and i miss him...

I never do anything that pleases you

So maybe we are better off apart

I don't wanna argue anymore

So maybe we are better off apart

~*~

Permintaan Sayyid Hassan Nasrallah untuk SEMUA umat Islam

Permintaan Sayyid Hassan Nasrallah Untuk SEMUA Umat Islam

Qana, 29 Julai 2006 - Kami Ingat

Minta baca secara berterusan Surah al-Fatihah, Surah al-Fil, Surah al-Ahqaaf, Surah Muhammad, Surah al-Fath, Surah al-Hujuraat, Surah Qaf, Surah az-Dhariyaat, dan Dua Ahl ath-Thughur dari Sahifah Sajjadiyyah.

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dia...

tadi nampak dia.
dah lame tak sembang ngan dia. dah lame tak senyum2, gelak sama-sama...
seronok... walaupon hanye dapat tengok muka dia....