new stuff!

lame akuh tak turun itd. since the semester started, this is my 1st time in. hemm, maybe the fact that we cant login to frenster, ym there and since i got free access to the net from 'my' cc; tak rugi ah kalu tak pi itd pon... [cakap dengan nada berlagak]

but, as for now... here i am kat pc ITD-FE-43. and behind me are lots of guys!
terkejut akuh! ape jadik nehh? what the happening? limaza kasirun lelaki-yun fil itd? [wadda??]

oh. akuh. culture-shock. sekejap.

not that i'm againts it, since there's this exam ape ntah kat lab laki2 tu. tapi macam susah oo for the girls to rebut pc with the guys... budak pompuan beria berato nak pakai pc, those un-gentlemen guys tend to push themselves to the door although the girls has been there since forever...

tapikan, its quite refreshing to know that there are lots of cute otakus here in the lab ^_^"

+ print colour kat itd best!

Senior a.k.a dah tua (-_-“)

Balik dari bilek iza.

Rumet C: wynn, akak pinjam tangge tadi tau.
Akuh: (akak?) eh, cakap pe tadi ye?
Rumet C: akak pinjam wynn punye tangge tadi..
Akuh: oh… takpe (sambil tersenyum)

Sejak bile lak dia akak?

From what I knew, I am the only 03***** in the room. Yes, very sure of it. Pasal waktu regis bilek ituhari, waktu nak sign form akuh nampak matric num each rumets.

How bold of her, calling herself ‘akak’… *tak puas ati*

And one day, we met at the cc I’m working. She gave me her ic for a pc. Out of curiosity, I look at her birth date: 84**-**-****.

Ceh. Same umo. Cuma dia student 04*****.

+ aku rase akuh maseh muda remaja… maseh kah akuh??

The girlfren. The fren. And the boyfren.

The fren called. Wanted to tell the girlfren something. Important he said. Wanted to talk face to face, been in such cloudy mood lately, katanye.. the girlfren ws not in the mood to kuar, plus got no money but her horoscope said,

“ur frens are there when u needed them. Be there for them as well.”

Meet the fren after solat jumaat. BUT, he has to inform the boyfren first.

Inform here does not mean that he has to have the permission, but as a way to let him know firsthand, without knowing it from another not-so-fren person…

It’s not some sort of a formality to ask the boyfren, since he knew this fren. And since they are not married or whatsoever. but she knew the boyfren will not agree to the meeting; especially when she’s going to meet the fren alone. She’s trapped between being a fren and a girlfren…

The boyfren got angry at first, for it is not the girlfren who ask him. But of course, out of love and got-no-reason-to-prohibit-the-outing, both the fren and the girfren went out jugak.

Before going, the boyfren remind the girlfren,

“don’t let him touch u. don’t even let him pinch u, cucuk u, or even rapat2 dengan u. oh and ajak *** teman”.

The boyfren is not possessive nor controlling the girlfren. He got his reason to be jealous and all.

The fren was once has crush on the girlfren. And was known as a ‘touch-ing’ person. And as boyfren who have not yet have any direct skin-to-skin contact with the girfren, will obviously be jealous and outrageous if the fren make any moves to the girlfren.

The fren was a fren to both boyfren n girlfren. It’s not that he did not trust the girlfren, but it was the fren that he worries about. Since he got no power to avoid the outing, the best thing he can do was to remind the girlfren not to be lured by the fren, for he loves the girlfren so much and did not want to ruin the relationship with both the fren and the girfren.

But if he could, he wants to tell the mother’s girlfren not the let her went out with the fren, even as frens.

+ If i’m the boyfren, i’d said “screw the horoscope!”

lately...

+ i miss u...

she. he.

dulu...
aku tak ley concentrate waktu klas error. bukan sebab kelas tuh wat petang, ataupon sebab subjek-nye busan. tapi sebab lecturernye.

ye. lecturer itu sendiri yang membuatkan akuh takley concentrate dalam klas dia. tp bukan sebab dia busan. atau cara dia mengajar the silibus. but because of her. literally her.

she, is a lecturer from "the runway". dressing so vogue from up-to-toe, and like angel she glides to the back of the class; talking about why error existed and should not be ignored. while she's doing her teaching, we [me & some frens] will concentrate on the way she wear herself that day, how her scarf will always match her dress, and realizes that she put on a new wedgie that day... quite a stalker huh? hehehe... ^_^"

itu dulu. tapi sekarang. i got a new target!

nore!!! tadi waktu kelas ustaz senyum. comel sangatttt!!!!!

Selamat Hari Ibu

i love you. i love you. i love you.

+ and hoping that you'll like the teapot too ^_~

Ayah K.K.S

phone conversation:

Ibu: Ayong, kamu tak tipon ayah ke?

Ayong: nape? ayah tak sehat ke?

Ibu: Idok le, tapi ayah dok asyik tanye,

"diammm je ayong kamu tu ye? sibuk beno ke sampai takde mase nak tipon umah?"

Ayong: loh. kan ayong slalu tipon umah?

Ibu: tapi tak bercakap dengan dia..

Ayong: dah ayah outstation...

Ibu: tipon le hp dia..

Ayong: tak same ke?

Ibu: isk kamu ni.. macam tak kenal je ayah kamu tu.

Ayong: oh... ok :)

+ i miss you too ayah ^_^

You're Fired!

hehe... this entry was not inspired from any of the Donal Trump's reality series. still, it's true... i was fired from my part-time job kat cc that i have been working for the past 2years now (--")

but, it was not JUST me. all of the current staffs were being left out. the director said that it was based on business decision. heh?

you can say that i exxagerated this story; but its true.

A & B sama2 mem-business partner-kan diri masing2 dengan cc *toot* tuh. A handle financial, dan B handle management. mereka bekerja dengan gembira [i think] sehingga lah ke semester ini, sesuatu yang besar telah berlaku. kini, skrg ini A merupakan leader tunggal dalam business cc ni, leaving B with nothing. i dont say that B is a victim, nor A is being selfish BUT things sure gets worst when B is not authorized to anything pertaining to the cc's welfare, even not allowed to be anywhere near the premise... drama kan?

dipendekkan cerita, A wanted to start anew, to start fresh. without any influences from B's sides; which leads to the reason of my entry today. all the OLD staffs are being left out [because most of us- exclude me- are quite attached to B] for them to ensure that from now onwards, future mistakes or accomplishments acheived resulted of their fault or efficiency...

huh.. tak le rase teruk sgt dibuang keje sebenarnye ek? *hehe* at least, i know that the decision was not made based on my working performances- which proves that i am a good employee to the company ^_^

cuma... lepas ni takde dah laa nak dapat duit joli RM160++ every month. so, no joli... no movies... no baju gediks at the moment... ;(

+ saving for the worst

Girls-Day-Out!

dah lame tak kuar ramai2 gini... me, amani, tim, bet and sal dressing up to OU. it was sal's 1st trip there and puas laa dok bawak dia ke sana ke mari... and alang2 dah sampai gsc, kitorang pakat tgk SUMOLAH!; with emma rushing all the way from sri kembangan to join us. kan emma kan?

*emma merupakan sorang drakula melayu yang pakai spek itam bilek masuk wayang [hahahahaha]

malam tu pi danau plak. among the most fave shopping spot for all of us, end up buying more than we did kat OU [of course, its damn cheaper here!]

and alas, i got hold of this green ultraman shirt yang dah lama dicari-cari for him. macam best gile bile dah beli akhirnya... tp bile balik bilek try, the shirt fit nicely on me...

+ dan i hope it will fit nicely in his buncit-belly too ^_^"

Movies May-niac!!!!

MAY 2007

Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End

The Last Mimzy

Shrek 3

Waris Jari Hantu

The Namesake

coming soon...

JUN 2007

Ocean's Thirteen

Men In White

200 Pounds Beauty (K)

Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer

JULY 2007
Die Hard 4.0

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

The Invisible

+ gemuruh menunggu ketibaan pirates! (--")

the holidayS- love being a Malaysian

the semester just started but it's already holiday for us! *yeay*

26.4- cuti pertabalan agong

1.5- cuti hari pekerja

2.5- cuti hari wesak

imagine; not having class on friday & monday, giving me the chance to go back home from khamis morning all-the-way until rabu tau?

+ hahahahah... *gile kentang ^_^*

padan muke :P

i got full marks for every assignment given:

assignment 1-10%

assignment 2-20%

assignment 3-10%

and my midterm is 13/20. in short, my carrymark shud be 53/60, which makes me got a C+ even if i failed to come to final. [cakap dengan nada berlagak]

but guess what? i only got C+ for the subject. and to my disbelief, it is because the lecturer fails to key-in my 2nd assignment marks. and since i also failed to check the carrymark and failed to recheck it with him before end of semester, C+ is the best that he can give...

nak salahkan sape?
salah dia pasal tak key-in result akuh.
salah akuh pasal tak cek carrymark, eksyen je kunun dapat best.

** no more next time...

the view...

... from my room ^_^

i dont planned to be here...

... but here i am.

this short semester in kind sucks. apart from i have to add the subjects manually, i also have to pindah from level 2 to level 4; which is quite high for a small-gayat girl like me ;p

alhamdulillah... got the subjects as planned. klas LITCRIT yang ngantukzz & ARAB1021 yang hororzz... but, the ustaz was quite cute u know ^_~

my ARAB ustaz's name is Ustaz Wejdan Kenali. recognize the 'Kenali' part? yup.. i'm honored to have the Tok Kenali's generation as my sensei...

2-weeks-notice

April 9, 2007
Exam habes. pulang sama iza. hemm... she slept most of the time but it's better to have a sleeping companion than none. jannah saing ngan akuh. it was her 1st time balik kl driving. alone. tp ade ati woo mau potong jalan akuh. cess, silap arr... my 'IS' is much more power than her 'kancil' ^_^. sampai je umah, nobody's home. kak yanti kat pantai putri, opah tak kuar lagi. ended up tolong wanchu packing-kan kuah sup. hemm... merasa gak iza nasi ayam wanchu ^_^

April 10, 2007
Ingatkan cuti ni nak keje yang bergaji, but ended up tolong wanchu kat gerai. even more;
pagi- hantar ajah pi skolah b4 7.20am
ptg- amek ajah & aisyah from skool.
and every thurs & friday- drive ayah to anywhere he want to go.
quoted from him,

"ayah dah penat bawak keta untuk kome, kome plak bawak keta untuk ayah"

April 14, 2007

Demam (--") *until result kuar....

April 19, 2007

result kuar... and it sucks (--")

sedar diri (--")

EXAM MODE

March 24 - April 3

(--")

the Pursuit of HAPPYNESS

"Chris Gardner is a bright and talented, but marginally employed salesman. Struggling to make ends meet, Gardner finds himself and his five-year-old son evicted from their San Francisco apartment with nowhere to go. When Gardner lands an internship at a prestigious stock brokerage firm, he and his son endure many hardships, including living in shelters, in pursuit of his dream of a better life for the two of them."

Sedeh citer ni... sedey sangat! nope. anak dia tak mati. bapak dia pon tak mati gak. takde sape yang mati dalam citer ni. tp sedeh. sedeh sangat...

Realiti kehidupan. Bukan suma orang bermula dengan mudah. Dan bukan mudah untuk bermula dari bawah. Will Smith jadik bapak yang sangat dedikasi dalam kerja. demi untuk menampung permintaan keluarga; isteri-mau-kaya, duit rumah, anak, parking keta... everything. dia membawa watak sorang bapak yang sungguh2 bekerja tapi isteri tidak memahami. mungkin dah tak larat nak hidup susah kot. naseb bek anak dia jantan. kalu tak, jenuh plak nak layan anak pompuan kecik merengek mau-kan mama nye...

isteri decided to get separate. but he refuses to let go of the son. bunyi mcm kejam, kenapa mau heret anak bile tau awk tu susah tak mampu nak sara dia? tap, rasanya its because of the son yang dia kuatkan diri untuk berusaha hari-hari. dia heret anak ke sana ke mari. bile rumah kena tarik, dok motel. bile motel kena kunci & barang di-pack-kan siap kat luar pintu, tido kat rumah charity. they even sleep in the toilet. tapi betapa sayangkan bapak kat anak; pintu toilet dikunci, tido anak berlapik roll tissue paper yang ade.... menanges dia..

pulak dah. dia bukan je tengah intern, tp at the same time menjual 'time machine' yang tak-bape-laku dan pulangannye hanyelah 250dollar... at that moment, even 5dollar pun cukup mahal bagi dia...

waktu susah, isteri lari. kawan kunci gril pintu. naseb bek ade anak. penyejuk hati. penghibur duka...

but subhanallah... PR si bapak cukup mantap. begitu gigih menjaga hati client. even tidak mendapat pulangan. percaya yang peluang ada dimana2.... si anak? sabar. memahami yang bapak penat keje. sabar je bile mr.america terjatuh dijalanan waktu kejar bas..

suma ceo kompeni kenal dia. pinjam rm5 dia. walopon duit tgh takde. mintak dia belikan donut, coffee. walopon he has a dateline to meet, hati orang beso kena jaga. everything is about maintaining good relationship for future development.

penat lelah. kerja keras. suma berbaloi. dia berjaya jadi broker di kompeni tu. tidak perlu lagi berkejar bas untuk rebut bilek di charity house. tak perlu lagi makan piza ngan air kosong. tak perlu lagi tengok muka anak bermasam pasal penat berkejar ngan bapak nye. suma nya berbaloi....

pehh. panjang gile sipnosis citer akuh (--")

akuh berfikir. susahnye jadi bapak. susahnye jadi mak. nak jaga diri sendiri pon tak tentu lagi. inikan pulak nak jage anak. susahnye ayah akuh keje. semata-mata nak pastikan yuran sekolah berbayar. susahnye mak akuh keje. nak pastikan bile raya, kami masing-masing dapat baju baru. udah la akuh adik beradik sekolah swasta dari tadika. dari tadika, sekolah rendah, menengah; yuran suma rm100++ sebulan. itu tak masuk baju sekolah baru tiap tahun. kasut sekolah. beg skolah. buku-buku skolah.

mane dorang dapat duit banyak macam tu? pasal nak bayar duit umah, bil letrik+air+tipon, duit makan dapo suma, duit keta, belanja kami kat sekolah, duit minyak keta, duit beli bende merepek, dll....

pulak. lepas ni turn akuh. bile dah kawen nnt, mampu ke akuh membina hidup sendiri? tanpa mak ayah? dengan orang baru? berkongsi segalanya dengan orang itu? kalu dia tak mampu nak berikan macam yang mak ayah akuh bagi, sanggup ke akuh? berkongsi susah ngan dia? terima baik buruk dia?
aduh. aku takut.

dugaan.

10.30am:
Besungguh-sungguh wat amlit. 2 esemen skali gus. bertungkus-lumus memerah otak. begitu juga dengan mulut; tak henti-henti makan dan berborak sambil bertungkus-lumus.
1.30pm:
maseh di hs. bertungkus-lumus. makan. zuhur. bertungkus-lumus semula.
4.30pm:
maseh di hs. masem. bertungkus-lumus. makan lagi.
7.30pm:
maseh di hs. semakin masem. mahgrib. bertungkus-lumus semula. makan lagi.
9pm:
siap. tapi file tak ley bukak. corrupt.
9.30pm:
balik bilek. tdo. + balasan Tuhan menangguh kerja sebenonya (--")

Ayah bagi sms. Balas.

11-Mar-2007
14:41:57

"Wahai anakku:1. Ikhlaslah krn ALLAH tatkala besendirian mahupun terang terangan, hindari riyak dlm perkataan/perbuatanmu. 2. Jadilah engkau pesaing dlm kebaikan dan bersegeralah menjauhi keburukan, perbanyaklah zikir dan sedekah. 3. Jadilah org yg selalu melaksanakan solat tepat pd waktunya dan melaksanakan solat sunat semampumu. 4. Bacalah selalu ALQURAN dan jadikanlah ia sebagai tempat kembali bagi dirimu. 5. Jadilah wanita yg zuhud d dunia dan menyenangi kehidupan akhirat. 6. Jadilah wanita yg dapat dipercayai dan memegang amanah. Semoga berjaya cemerlang dlm exam."

wahh... bersemangat sekali ayah ku sms di pagi yang hening ini....

(pikir ku sambil tertido selepas bace sms)

tengahari tadi ibu tipon.

ibu: kamu tak reply ke sms ayah?

aku: sms yang mane?

ibu: alaahh, yang pagi semalam tu. pagi-pagi ayah sms dah

aku: (teringat) oh. yang tu. nape? kena reply ke?

ibu: reply 'tq' je ke dah laa...

aku: kena reply ke?

ibu: tau ayah ngadu ape? "isk, anak-anak ayah ni... sorang pon tak reply." ayong ni pon... macam tatau je ayah tu cane..

aku: hehe... ingatkan sms tu dah bace terus dijadikan pedoman so tak perlu ah reply (hehehe)

ibu: kecik ati ayah. hehehe.... (ibu pon gelak)

+ sindrom middle age ppl. akuh pon satu hari akan begitu ^_^"

Gong Xi Fa Chai

This is what we got in our American Literature class.

never thought of getting one for real. gile best! mine's written:

" a cheerful letter or message is on its way to you "

"love... and you shall be love.."

+ TQ kak may comeii!!