tired.ngantuk.

Today is Wednesday. Tapi badan maseh penat...
Last week pulun shopping, kuar pagi balek malam. Naseb bek bukan aku yang drive ;)

Minggu ni, the whole week takde kelas. Minggu ni dorg wat Minggu Jalinan Mesra (MJM), kira macam taaruf kite laa... and kali ni, aku bukan fasi dah. i'm their mentor. which means, i will only be supervising the facilitators from afar, without having to be involved with the program 100%!

.wow. perasaan itu sgt best.

tapi, minggu lepas aku dah masuk kelas dah. my 1st class. buat masa ni, dah 43 students. and bakal bertambah bilangan di masa depan. cant imagine the stress marking their papers.dem~
being with them, does not make me feel old *yeay* you know why? because aku pon same2 cute & cun macam dorg gak ^_~ *hehehehehehe*

tapi, dorang lagi advance dari teacher dorg....
yang lelaki; rambut spiky, kasut DC, etc
yang pompuan; tudung suma cunnnn je, pakai heels, siap ber-eye shadow lagi pi kelas.
teacher dorg? - kasut flats, mekap bedak Johnson, tudung freestyle ^_^"

oh. selamat hari guru untuk aku. & cikgu2 aku. tq ;)

Guess what?

I have no students to teach. *yeah* for the time being, that is ^_^”

UN!+! have this system that allows new students to register all year round, without following the usual system where new intakes are done basically on December and June. Oleh itu, aku hanya akan memulakan peng-lecture-an ku selepas 2minggu, when all the students have gathered and grouped accordingly. This also means that I have MORE time to do notes & to study MORE on grammar before coming in class ^_~

Last night was quite ok. Aku dah bley tido dengan tenang, compared to the night before *alhamdulillah*

+ hari ade citer sinderella. Sobsob.

Today… should be THE day. But its not, which is ok. But the butterflies still won’t go away…

Last night was my first night without my family. Without frens. Without any housemate. Alone in the house, it takes me quite some time to tutop mate and actually get a sleep. Walaupon dah kunci suma grill, tingkap, pintu bilek suma… still, to get the feeling of selesa-ness will have to take some time. Besa laa… tempat baru, environment baru… kiranya, aku ni macam berjihad gak tak? Yelaa.. dah laa pi jauh dari ibu ayah family suma, pastu ngajar plak tu… aduh… takut seh!

Oh. Aku belom mula mengajar lagi hari ni, pasal bebudak DPS tu tak dapat grouping lagi. I’m suppose take the EAP1103K GroupB, which should be around 30++ students..

Ape itu EAP? It stands for English for Academic Purposes.

Ape itu DPS? Singkatan untuk Diploma Pra-Sekolah. Which I don’t know what do the students learn from it. Yet.

~iklan~ Oh. Semalam tgk IRONMAN. Gile best!!! ~iklan~

I don’t consider myself as a town girl. Eventho I hails from Ipoh (and forever will be) and study in KL for 5 solid years, I still don’t see myself as a town girl. Pasal, kat Perak pon bukan aku dudok betui2 kat pekan Ipoh. And blajo kat KL pon bukan kat tengah2 KL pon, pasal Gombak tu boley dikategorikan sebagai pekan kecik gak laa…

Even so, ntah kenape aku rase macam aku susah nak adjust dengan PD ni. Yes, I loooove the beach. And I also like the house I live in now… But, there still something missing… perhaps it’s the pekan PD itself. It’s just a small town that offers you a limited shopping spree (e.g the Store, Billion) and entertainment, and the pekan will be dead exactly on 9pm. No shops will be open around that time; the road will be empty, and taman aku dok ni pon jadik gelap semacam~

It’s a new place, new environment. And since it’s my blog, you will just have to bear with me and read thru all my whining till the end ^_~ *hehehehe*

Ape laa yang kawan2 ATCEN aku tengah buat sekarang? Aku tabik spring kat dorang pasal mampu bertahan di cne! GAMBATTE guys!!!!

And…. Ape laa yang adik sayang aku wat sekarang? Rindu tak dia kat aku? Ingat tak dia kat aku???? (--“)

+ dan mungkin bila nanti, kita kan bertemu lagi….. lalalalala~

from PD with love... ~

Just to brag, i’m typing this entry using my pc, on my table, within my office that has an internet connection! Well, eventho the connection sucks, I still think its quite cool to have my own internet line at my convenient during work. Hehehe…

Well, it really is nothing actually… I am now a working lady, no more with C!MB but with the UN!+! C0LL3G3 in Port Dickson, which is soooo very far from my hometown.

I don’t know whether to acknowledge the opportunity as a curse or a bless… since the job has taken me closer to him but needing me to sacrifice being away from ayah, ibu, aisyah, angah, ajah, kak yanti, and all my dearest frens….

The environment here is very ‘cool’, and when I say cool I mean breezy… since the beach is just beside, right-next-to the college! Best… pasal macam saujana je mata memandang *ceeewaah*
Weh. This would be my 3^rd job, considering been working as a cashier at wanchu’s café and as a 3-weeks trainee with CIMB. And even I’ve accepted the offer, I still can believe that I still chose to teach after all the tantrums I’ve shown to not venturing into teaching.
Well, wish me luck. For my first class would be on 5^th May 2008, and they will be my first class in the history of WYNN the educator!

migration ppl!

aku nak updet.
tapi kesuntukan masa....

yang pasti,
aku skrg takde kat kl dah...
aku kini kini di PD,
menabur bakti, menyemai .... hemm... ntah ^_^"

nope. aku belom kawen. but will updet later.
tunguuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my 'current' doing ^_~

!nsep +ra!n!ng @ a+cen

them

us

+ training or playing around? take a wild guess ^_~

to be bought after gaji!

*i wish*

CHICKEN POX

Ape beza antara demam campak, pelentung & chicken pox ar?
Psl I’m being attack by one. BIG ones…
Ibu kate pelentung. Kak yanti kate campak.
Dokte kate, dua2 same je. Heh??
Sesi peng-cashier-an aku terpaksa ditangguhkan buat sementara waktu. Habes ah bekalan duit aku terputus, sehingga aku benar2 sehat.
Until then, I have to bear with being quarantine at home. Ok je part dok umah tu. But the fact that I have to pantang from eating EVERYTHING NICE & GOOD tulaaa yang jenuh tuh… aduh..

+ dah beso2 baru kena. Muke gile mcm alien kena sengat tebuan!

BACK TO THE REAL WORLD!

Memang betui ah kate orang.. kate kawan2… yang dunia kerjaya ni sememangnye tak best mcm waktu blja2 dulu…

Betui nye kerna;
Dulu waktu blaja boley curik2 tdo dalam klas, men sms bile bosan, buat2 pg toilet sedangkan pg kuar café beli air minom… *gile jahat kwn aku sorg tu ;p*
Bile dah kje;
Kena dok ats kusi ngadap kje je. Makan bile masanye, pg toilet takley lame2, nnt bos pasan ko curik tulang. Kena perform kje, baru bley nek gaji suma…

Satu best psl dah kje ni; kite pegang duit sendri. Bley beli ape saje, ikut kemampuan.
Tapi, setiap hari adelah rutin yang same. Kje, balik kje, makn tido solat mandi, kje balik…

Walopun aku hanye kje cashier kantin JE, tapi aku rase aku jua mengalami sindrom malles kje. Bukan le memilih… tapi, hari2 wat kje yang same. Pg kje, dok kat meja, kira makan minum suma, layan perangai gov servants suma, balik umah. Routine yang sama. Isnin sampai jumaat. Sabtu ahad dok umah. Masak. Tgk tv. Juge routine yang sama.

Tak mencabar betul.
Patut laa ramai yang suke kje ngan swasta.

Aku pelik betul. Pakcik2 & makcik2 yang kje kat tempat aku suma mcm takde kje tu. Especially yang pakcik2. baru lepas minum pagi, dah turun makan tenghari. Baru je pukul 8.3o tadi makan bihun, pukul 10 dah turun minum the tarik kawwww punyaaaa…

apekahh??

Tiadakah mereka kerja kat opis tu? Kalu malas kje, berenti kje. Bior aku je yang takeover gajibuto dorang tu… Minum non-stop. Makan banyak2. rega mau murah. Apekahhh??
Pakcik, zaman saye sekolah rendah dulu dapat laaa laksa 50sen… dah zaman 2008 ni mane maunye pakcik mintak sy diskaun sampai 50sen…

Isk isk isk…. Kalu nini ade ni, habeh dah kena sembur pakcik sorng nehh
*nini adelah sorang cashier garang kat café amee dulu ;p

Ni lagi satu msalah, tau makan tatau bayar. Tak takut ke dorng dok makan makanan tak berbayar tiap2 hari?? Tak takut ke kat tuhan?? Isk isk iskk….
Aku? Isk, aku bayo tau makanan aku. Cuma wanchu je yang kate tak payah ;p
Hehehehe
Fin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJAH!

Ekau sudah 16tahun. The only wish I give is for you to not be me… enough already with all the previous nonsense…. Be what you really wanna be… dont just talk-talk only k?
Everyone loves you… we do.. but of course, in our own weird ways… hehehe..
Niat sumanya kerana ALLAH and insyaALLAH terjamin ;)

stresssss!

fid & tya- tutor uitm merbok
amrah- tutor ukm
emma- happy with the 'current' job
sal & timmy- HongLeong Bank
ateh- lecturer RIMA College
atul- lecturer PTPL College

me??

- cashier kantin mahkamah ipoh. alhamdulillah.

+ tolong doakan sy!

as said by fid,

"rezqi & jodoh ditangan tuhan".

but in my case,

"jodoh & rezqi ditangan tuhan"

TAHUN BARU (alhamdulillah… hidup lagi aku ;p)

Hari ini sudah masuk tahun baru. Tahun duaribulapan.
Aku bukan lagi wynn yang dulu.
Aku wynn yang baru… yang dah bertunang ^_~
Hehehehe…

+ azam baru: intensive cooking class with ibu, wanchu, kak yanti & whoever available ;)

best wishes :)

jessica alba was confirmed engaged on December 29,

so did this girl ^_^

BERJAYA! ^_^

setelah 2minggu mengabrakan diri, aku secara rasminye telah diterima menjadi ahli sebuah komuniti masyarakat yang berjaya di Malaysia, yakni komuniti graduan menganggur *hehehe*
result sem1, 07/08 yang kuar semalam telah melayakkan aku untuk bergelar graduan menganggur ^_^" hehehe... bukan le aku bangge dengan status penganggur tu, tapi syukur ku pada Tuhan kerna ianya bermakna aku telah lulus my final semester without having to repeat or resit any papers. alhamdullah!!! even more syukur when i got GREAT GRADES for the papers!!!

alhamdulilah... alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah...

i say the darnest thing (-_-")

it is best to say that...
the relationship i had with my mother is somewhat the-very-the-slamber ^_^"
we talk about almost everything. i mean, I talk to HER about almost everything; from clothes to meronggeng, even about boyfrens. yes, note the 's' part. she practically knows with whom i go outing with, used to date, and currently dating... and obviously, being a tak-malu girl myself, i tend to tell her all the mengedik thinging that my toot and i discussed.. and today's topic was about 'the ring'. the ring??

me: dia tanye, boley ke gune cincin tunang wat cincin nikah sekaligus? bley beli cincin tunang yang mahai terus..
ibu: besanye tunang orang beli yang murah belah rotan tu je, nak yang mahai simpan duit untuk nikah nanti..
me: dia kate nak mengadap ibu 17hb nov nanti..
ibu: buat ape?
me: eleh eleh, wat2 tak paham plak...
*ibu ketawa*
ibu: awak tu, jangan mengatal. ingat nak final neh dulu..
me: yes mem!

hehehe...basically, bende2 yang aku sembang ngan ibu memang merepek. and she will dismiss the topic by taking me back to reality *demm*

nak jadik citer, pagi tadi ibu kol waktu breakfast. aku sedang mentekedarah nasi ayem kat hscafe. bile ibu kol, aku bantai je laa sembang. and those who knew me, tak akan heran dengan pitch sora aku bile bercakap dalam phone. lebih2 lagi kat tempat crowded mcm hscafe ni.

nak dijadikan citer lagi, ade sorang kak ni dok makan satu meja ngan aku. tanpa menghiraukan dia, aku terus bersembang ngan ibu ngan rancaknye. abes je sembang, aku pon sambung makan. kak tadi plak dah abeh makan. dia senyum kat aku. aku senyum balik. dia senyum lagi sampai kate,

kak: congratulations on your new venture! (tersenyum)
me: (new venture?) thank you.
kak: what year are you now?
me: my final semester.. (gulp!)
kak: oh. good.. good. akak suke (senyum lagi)
*apekah?*
kak: orang mane?
me: heh? saye orang perak..
kak: si dia?

hoh... amek ko! tulaa... orang tua2 dah pesan, cakap siang pandang2... padan muka!!

+ harap2 dia bukan lecturer, postgrad student je... *demm*

heh?

blog aku tukaq kaler puteh... *apekah???*

+ comei la gak... tapi... puteh benor...

me. homosexual. so not rite.

my presentation for MSL covers the issue of homosexuality.
afraid of being question by others towards that subject, i met Dr. Q for his wisdom and advice.

Dr. Q: why are there so many sensitive issues in Malaysia? why homosexuality was not being pressed by the media like incest?

me: well.. in my opinion, Malaysians are so attached with religion so anything that go againts the religion are considered taboo by the society.. no religion supports homosexuality rite?

Dr.Q: but why not homosexual? homosexuality was also a sin for the religion. and when some grandfather or uncle, father, even a brother did it to his own blood the media went wild talking about it. but not of homosexuals?

me: ermm... maybe because those gay couples... when they did it, they dont do harm to the innocent and no harm to the society? i mean, when you are gay, and you want to do it... you'll find somebody with the same orientation rite? only a gay will want to do it with gay person... and both of them do it because they wanted to do it, not because they are being forced or being threaten by it... rite?

Dr. Q: ....

+ so much of an answer from a uni student? so not academic! (--")

Salam Ramadhan

Wahai tetamu Ramadhan,

untukmu rahmat & maghfirah...

Airmata taubat, dendangan tadarus, berselimutkan tarawih & berbantalkan tahajud!

moga mewarisi jannah!

+quote dr sms ayah

my first time ^_^

memula pi bengkel, abg mekanik belakang-restoren-jimat tu kate, "takde pape kot. tayar awk tak cukup angin je ni". pastu, dia isi angin, giving me this look that says stop-bothering-me. eh, hello? i'm just a girl who 1st time experienced her tayar pancit tau? kot ye pon nak tolak rejeki, wat laa elok2 sikit ;p

anyway, Is was orait for the next two weeks. and dia kembali pancit. this time, i turned to emma,

"ko pi isi angin dulu. pastu pi kedai tayar belakang OTK tu. dulu aku besa wat kat situ."

naseb bek Is tak pancit abes. aku ajak fid teman, yelaa... mane tau kedai tu tipu aku pape ke (pasal aku nampak macam budak sgt) at least i got backup. financially ^_^"

sampai je kedai, aku cakap kat tokey nak suh dia tgk tayar pancit. dia suh aku parking kat belakang. scary gak lorong gelap dia tuh. pastu, sorang brader datang, tanye "tayar mane?"

tak sampai 5min, brader tuh dah siap tanggalkan tayar, cek punca pancit & sambung balik tayar ke kaki Is. gile best! (pasal ak ingat nak cek tayar susah sangat) and, brader tu tunjuk dalang disebalik tayar pancit keta ku ---
alhamdulillah, skrg dah takde pape. baru rase selamat nak balik cuti merdeka nehh ^_^

convest 07

jijo ngadu kat bulletin FS,

"waaaaargghhhhh.... convest dah start..menyampahnyer aku... tiap2 tahun benda ni la yang paling aku menyampah... sebab convest la cafe kolej tutup, sebab convest la jalan jem n sebab convest laa ku akan lambat ke kelas n lambat balik bilik pas kelas coz JALAN JEM!!!!!!!

P/S: sapa yang pi tutup lane kanan kat roundbout stadium dari ptg td tu mmg bodo!"

hehehe... tp memang betui pon...

cafe bukak sampai pukul 3 je. petang, suma kena ber-maraton ke convest hill untuk mendapatkan sumber makanan [nasi terutamanye]. kalu dak, hang bantai laa megi utk dinner tiap2 malam (-_-")

udah le ameenah baru ni jauh nun disana. nak berjalan ke convest hill masyallah... tuhan je laa yang tahu.. nak pegi sepasai. dah kenyang makan, pikir nak berjalan balik pulak. aduh...

walopun aku berkereta, akuh tak sanggup nak meredah jem macam kl-lepas-opis-hour semata2 untuk 5kali-suap nasi. pulak, parking keta macam s*al. masing2 nak parking tepi jalan. kalu parking tak kaco orang takpe, tapi ni dah la keta kecik... parking macam laa keta dia honda stream. geget kangz!

menyahut seruan mak aku suh pi jog petang2, aku pon ber-jog le ke convest hill nan jauh nun untuk mendapatkan bekalan makanan yag secukupnye...

takpe... sampai selasa ni je.... (-_-")

convest kali ni kureng best. taktau kenape. aku tak bernafsu nak borong baju+tudung kat bazar. aku tak bernafsu nak pi tgk2 barang tiap2 malam. nafsu makan je yang maseh berfungsi, mungkin kerna aku tak mampu hidup tanpa makan nasi ^_^"

+oh. convest kali ni takde drift.