To all the single ladies, soon-to-be-wifey and future mummies...

.... these are links to entries that will give you a peek of whats to come in the future.

Do read them with an open mind, for they were written based on Kak Hidd and Kak Sue Anna's personal experiences.

The Joys of Having a Kid

Segala Harta Dunia ini Hanya Untuk Dia

enjoy :)

cakap orang, dia pun same ;p

i got a friend. who keeps telling people that how lonely she is... and how she is somehow desperate for a husband to keep her company *yadayadayada*

mule-mule,
kesian gak laa... sebagai kawan, aku cuba mendengar dan memberi sepatah dua nasihat...
lama-lama,
telinga gua pun jadik tak senang!

aku suh sabo, dia kate dia tak pueh hati. dok pertikai kenapa tuhan lambat bagi jodoh kat dia...
aku bagi suggestion suh mak ayah pilihkan terus, takmo. katenya belom desperate lagi ke tahap itu.
tapi, everytime kol aku dok suh aku kenenkan, kenalkan, carikan.... apekejadahnye??
and each time i did, she actually asked the guys directly to their face,
"awak rase... kite ni ada masa depan bersama tak?"

o m g

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hanim di sweden. poeh di scotland.amrah di australia. syima & kerun hv been to half of europe. nadia & plane trips tidak dapat dipisahkan. pakude helmi's childrens are all over the world.

me?

currently in port dickson. and the farthest i've been to was Thailand. itu pun waktu kekecik dulu.

sumpah aku tipu kalau aku kate aku tak jeles bila tahu ade kawan, sedara, even strangers dapat gi beronok-ronok ke negara orang.

iye, hujan emas dinegeri orang, best lagi hujan batu kat negeri sendiri. i admit that. tapi yelaa.... manusia mane penah reti bersyukur... tahu komplen je... (specifically me!)

i keep bringing this up, sampai aku pasti kak long aku tu pon dah mual. she keep repeating the phrase "your time will come" almost everytime i bring this to her. dan aku pasti, laki aku pon pasti stress pasal aku dok citer2 pasal orang tu pi sini laa, suami dia bawak pegi bercuti ke sane laa...

just so you know, aku bukan teringin nak travel sebab orang len travel. NO. i blame it all to myself, for been watching too much soapy movies about romantic cities like Verona, been reading all these comics & mangas that contributes to me wanting to go to Japan, Korea and all. not to forget, all the literature novels i've read throughout my study years and after...

being able to learn about other cultures thru books & movies are awesome. but to be able to experience them, is another. macam ko tengok food channel la. to be able to watch the chef prepares the food itself was mouth-watering, ini pulak kalo ko dapat peluang merasa sendiri makanan tersebut. pehh!!!!!

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comes to think of it, aku ni pon same-dengan-je dengan kawan aku yang ceritakan kat atas tadi...

hanim kat sweden pasal rezqi pak dia koje sane. poeh pasal si jonny dia pon koje sane, warganegara Jerman plak tu. amrah sambung PhD. nad pasal laki dia koje sane. kerun & syima berhempas-pulas menabung baru merasa. anak2 pakude helmi pon masing2 bekerja keras untuk hidup di negeri orang...

kau?
sanggup dapat laki omputeh & terpakse dok jauh gile-gile dari family?
sanggup ikut laki keje ke obersee & again, nak balik raye pon berkira2?
sanggup lagi berhutang untuk belajar tinggi2 sampai PhD?
sanggup ke??

gaji sebulan pon sangkut, ade ati :P

tapi tak salah kalau DREAM BIG kan? *kembali berangan*

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di rumah mertua.

menantu:
ummi & abah dan 2 kali pegi haji. tak teringin pulak ke lepas ni ke Morocco ke, Jordon ke... saje, tengok negara tamadun islam??

mertua:
buat ape? bazir duit je. baik pegi haji, menghadap Tuhan yang Maha Esa.

menantu:
(amek kau! padan muke!)

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engkorang dah daftar haji belum? aku dengan suami punye turn tahun 2036 nanti. itupun kalau belom mati ;p

Childhood memories :)

kat FB skrg tgh sibuk org dok taruk gamba katon yang menjadi kegilaan dorg zaman bebudak dulu, as an effort to fight againts Violence to Children. tapi satu gamba je mane cukup beb! antara katon-katon yang aku layan dulu:

tak geram ke kau tengok kuda yang ade rambut kalah Aurora ni kat tivi??

dulu siap beli subang telinga yang boleh lekat2 kat telinga tuuuuu! pehtu berangan berdiri atas katil, pegang subang telinga sambil feeling 'JEM'!! *hahahahahahahaha*

cik Ariel sorg ni memang dari dulu aku suke tekap-dan-lukis. selalu perasan berenang ala ala mermaid
(tak jadik ;p)

masuk skolah menengah, aku mula mengenali pasangan Usagi & Mamoru ni... siap ade full collection tuh, dr buku 1 - 18!! tapi segalanya terkorban, bila aku nazar, dapat masuk universiti, aku buang buku ni kat recycle bin (T_T")

dan tidak di lupakan...Cardcaptor Sakura!!!!!!
ai ade semua collection cards dia tau? jgn jeles ^___~

** sape kate, bile ko dah kawen beranak sume dah tak boleh tengok katon??
see the spek mate laaa! ^___~v

her 1st tooth *yeay*

Ibu purposely finger-feeding her but accidentally found her 1st tooth!
congratulations Ummu Sarah!! no wonder you are being grumpy and clingy all at the same time :)

so proud of u!!! \o/

all about him :)

Convinced that a CNN cameraman is her true love, an eccentric crossword puzzler (Bullock) trails him as he travels all over the country, hoping to convince him that they belong together.

as a 'former' stalker, i feel for Mary (Bullock).

no, i did not follow him all over the country.
... but, maybe just around the campus *guilty* ^___^"

however,
we do share the same wisdom in life:

"If you love someone,
set him free....
If you have to stalk him,
he probably wasn't yours in the first place" ^___~

and i ended up marrying a prince charming, who loves me. for me :)

i'm 26 today!!!

sarah turns 10months and we take her for her 1st mandi laut session \o/

quality time with abah & our sarah *ibu loves it*

and her lil sis/bro is officially 3months on the same day!

life's great! alhamdulillah :)

thank you Allah :)

there are lots to be thankful for this month!

like:
dinner with Yina @ Avillion!
new washing machine! alhamdulillah...
geting new haircut! lovely ^__~
Sarah is a healthy 9-months old baby \o/
her sis/bro is 7weeks old now *allahuakhbar!*
suami naik pangkat (dan naik gaji) alhamdulillah!
movie-maratoning with husband like it was nobody's business! (sarah is with her granny of course)

.... and many more!

thank you Allah. may they last forever :)

Ulangtahun ke-7 :)

it's been 7 years...
since i first started this blog.

dan sudah 7 tahun jugalah, i've been using the same template design.

adakah itu bukti aku seorang yang membosankan? atau setia? atau pemalas? atau kunun-nye simple?

ntah.

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the first reason why i started the blog was because of emma.
because i wanted to be as cool as her. :P

but as time flies, i continued writing. just because i love it. it is the place where i vent my anger, shared my feelings, talking about things that i consider important in life.

and when i read back all the previous entries, i smiled.
seronok bila kita baca semula entry-entry lama kita. cerita pasal boyfriend lama. cerita pasal kawan-kawan belajar semua. semua karut marut. tapi semuanya kisah benar, yang telah membuktikan diri ini telah jauh lebih matang dari sebelumnya :)

ye ke??

kawan-kawan,
terima kasih kerana menjadi sebahagian dari cerita hidup saya. tanpa kalian, pasti cerita-nya membosankan.

exboyfriends,
terima kasih kerana turut menyibuk, menambah asam & garam dalam hidup aku. tanpa kamu kamu, aku mungkin tidak sebahagia kini.

and to my babies,
whatever you read in here, it is all me. the good and the bad. and i want you to know, that i love u all so much, even more. *hugs*

Happy 7th anniversary. to my entries :)

current love-of-the-month!

bought it for only rm30 and still in a very, very good condition!
u never failed me oo NovelHut!

Kalau ado show ini di Malaysia, komfom aku pi!

ingatkah kamu?

" ... bagaimana buruk sekali perangai kedua orang tua kita, itu bukanlah urusan kita, urusan kita ialah menjaga mereka dengan penuh kasih sayang sebagaimana mereka menjaga dan menyayangi kita pada waktu kita masih kecil..."

"... walau sebanyakmana sekalipun dosa yang dilakukan mereka itu juga bukanlah urusan kita, urusan kita ialah memohon ampun kepada Allah SWT supaya keduanya mendapat ampunan dariNya... "

tak puas...

kite kawan sampai bila-bila ek? :)

maybe its the hormone talking....

are there times in your life, when you suddenly think that the whole world is against you, and it makes you suddenly becomes vulnerable till you broke down in tears?

of course! duh! ko ingat ko sorang je ke yang ade masalah kat donia ini??

true enough. nobody's perfect.

aku tak tahu ape punca aku jadi begini. semakin moody. semakin pentingkan diri sendiri. semakin tak heran dengan perkara sekitar.

i am soon-to-be 26. am a wife. and a mother to a beautiful girl. tapi maseh bermasalah mengendalikan emosi.

do i need a shrink to help me get my mojo back? or a psychiatrist to tell me what to do?

maybe i need a break.
but then again, aku dah terlampau banyak cuti sebenarnya. cuti bersalin, cuti operate, cuti+training kt Bukit Tinggi, cuti yang selamba aku amek dr kerja kununnye m.c.....

maybe i need time for myself?
hello?? yang waktu Sarah kat kampung tu, bukan dah banyak mase ke given for you to utilise?

takde sebab untuk aku bermasalah sebenarnya. you see....

TUHAN banyak tolong aku dalam urusan mengendalikan Sarah:
ada orang yg menjaga Sarah in the comfort of our own home.
bekalan makan minum pakai Sarah alhamdulillah tak pernah putus.
ada sumber yang boleh digunakan bila Sarah memerlukan perhatian medical.

Ibu, ayah, umi, abah juga tidak terkecuali:
tolong jagakan Sarah bile ade aku memerlukan bantuan.
bekalan ubat tambahan & bekalan air bersih.
sumber pinjaman kewangan bila aku mengalami kekurangan.

aku maseh bekerja. maseh punya waktu untuk bersosial dengan rakan-rakan. maseh punya masa berdating sakan dengan suami.

so, you see...
i am blessed. even much more fortunate than others.

tapi tu la... mudah lupa. tidak tahu bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

husband sms-ed:" Maybe u need to refresh.. "

ya. maybe.

happy 2nd anniversary sayang!

sudikan? ^____~

dei

"make your passion a profession.
then life will be your play..."

--3 idiots, Ameer Khan.

what is my passion? do i have any?
i am 26 (to be), and still lost in my own world??

“We are the choices we make.”

—	The Knife of Never Letting Go, Patrick Ness

doppelgangers??

I love watching HIMYM. to me, it's sort of the new version of FRIENDS but funner!

doppelganger?

“We’ve all been searching for the five doppelgangers, right?
Well eventually, over time, we all become our own doppelgangers.
These completely different people who just happen to look like us...."

i wanted to be Robin; good looks, successful. but i have always like Lily. she is goofy and clumsy yet still cute :)


** doppelganger -- a ghostly counterpart of a living person

2038?

ituhari.

akak :
hebat la budak2 baru neh. baru masuk kojo, dh boli VIOS. ekau bilo laei wynn oi?
aku:
VIOS pon, kalo takat jenis J tu watpe?
akak:
ko tak jeles ko depe sume dok pakai VIOS?
aku:
isk. kite pon nak beli keto baru kak. HONDA CITY 2.0 Turbo laei tuuuuu! (cakap dengan penuh semangat)
akak:
iye wynn? mano?
aku:
tunggu 2038 nanti kak.
akak:
ceh. waktu tu orang dah pakai kapal tobang dah wynn oi...

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tadi.

aku:
tak jadik la kak. 2038 nanti sy nk beli Hummer je terus.
akak:
Hammer?? (tak paham)
* semalam nampak sebijik Hummer yang hemsem isi minyak kat Shell. *drool*

S.A.L.T

I am not an undercover agent.
and obviously no Angelina Jolie.
but just in case,
if anything happens to me
will you do everything even beyond your power
.....to bring me back to you?

Selepas 6 bulan...

dah lame tak cerita pasal Sarah.

oh my pretty pretty Sarah :)

Anak ibu sekarang dah besar... dah pandai main-main air bila mandi. dah pandai melepaskan diri dari tuala bila dibungkus kuat. dah pandai berguling, mencapai remote tivi dengan cepat hehehe

Sarah sukee bile dapat naik walker. zummmm ke depan selak langsir, tengok suasana luar. zummmm ke belakang tengok ibu basuh pinggan. zummmm masuk bilek tengok abah lipat baju.

Kalau opah datang, Sarah makan besaw. Opah bagi Sarah isap biji buah pelam yg sedap. Opah bagi Sarah makan tauhu sampai 3 keping. Suke Sarah kalau opah datang ye? ;)

Bila malam, Sarah akan teman abah ibu tengok tivi. Sebab Sarah tak paham, Sarah pun isap2 Ben the Lion, geget2 her LaundryBook, berguling suka suki.

Bila sudah mengantuk, Sarah mintak susu. Ibu tepuk2, Sarah pun tidur :)

Ummu Sarah lasak tidurnya. Ibu ngan abah yang sempit ruang, Sarah conquer kawasan tengah seluruhnya. ikut sapaaa la ni ;p

Bila tengok balik gambar2 lama, macam tak percaya, sudah membesar si anak dara :)

they say the darnest thing ;)

My students said that Christina Ricci looks cuter in Penelope than in real life....

and this time, i have nothing to do with it! ^___^v*hehehehehe*