or at least that is what i told myself (-___-")

... and another one left to pursue better life in the future.

'we have to have the dream to be rich. to be better. to excel...'

'see? if you are strong enough to embrace new things in life, you will see that there are a lot more opportunities outside the cocoon'

'... tapi lain la you, you dah kawen.'

stop.right.there.

what are you trying to say here? that my life is over once i'm married? that there will be no more opportunities for married people like me?? that i'll be miserable here, not having the chance to be what...you???

 sape tak mau berjaya dalam hidup? sape tak mau kaye? sape tak mau ade kuase?

tengok kawan2 suma pakat sambung master, sape kate aku tak jeles? sape kate aku tak kesah?

of course i wanted to further my studies. 

but i wanted to do it for all the right reasons... bukan sebab aku jeles kawan2 sambung study, bukan sebab orang suruh, bukan sebab tergugat mak mertua aku dah ade PhD (kau hado??)

i love following the husband to utmspace. tengok all those adults wearing school bags, clutching to their files and textbooks reminds me so much of my study years. and among all those students, the husband is of them. so proud of him!

... sabarlah wahai hati. kang bila betui2 dapat sambung blaja kang, ko bising mengadu stress pulak hahahahahaha

as of now, lets make do with my double degree at home, my pretty Sarah & my lovely Hannan :)