Tagged!

of course i read ur blog, Miss F :p

here goes:

Be honest no matter what,then tag at least fifteen friends.

1. Who was ur last text from?
~ Arok. he asked for husband's num.

2. Where was ur default picture taken?
~ at Amani's wedding. She's pretty... like me ^_^"

3. Your relationship status?
~ Happily married! \o/

4. Have u ever lost a close friend?
~ by death, no. By backstabbers, YES!

5. What is ur current mood?
~ happy that tomorrow's a weekend! *yeay*

6. How many sibling(s) do u have?
~ 4 including me. am the BIG SISTA.

7. What are ur brother(s)/sister(s) name?
~ angah (Jannah), ajah (Najah), adek (aisyah)

8. Where do u wish u were right now?
~ simpang pulai, perak. i miss my mom.

9. Have a crazy side?
~ i am known for my craziness. Literally.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
~ alhamdulillah no. and hoping to never have one.

11. Something u do a lot?
~ burping ^_^"

12. Angry at anyone?
~ currently: none.

13. What's stopping u from going after the person u like?
~ previously? coz he got a gf. currently: HE is already mine ^_~

14. When was the last time u cried?
~ yesterday. sobbing when kris allen won the AI '09. blame it on my mood swings ^_^"

15. Is there anyone u would do anything for?
~ IBU. AYAH. HUSBAND. SISTERS. OPAH. ATOK :)

16. What do u think about when u are falling asleep?
~ a lot of things. cant remember what.

17. Who was the last person u talked to on the phone?
~ ibu sayang ;)

18. What is ur favourite song?
~ currently: 1234 - Plain White T's

19. What are doing right now?
~ mengulaw-ing ^_^"

20. Who do u trust right now?
~ husband & family

21. Where did u get the shirt u are wearing?
~ mana boley pakai t-shirt pegi kerja dik oiiii :P

22. Have u kissed someone in the past week?
~ husband ler *blushed*

23. Who is ur friend that lives closest to u?
~ housemate: muazDearie ;)

24. Describe urself in one word.
~ c.o.o.l (in-my-dreams)

25. Who are u thinking of right now?
~ loh. sape ek? takdak sape laa....

26. What should u be doing right now?
~ i should be lying flat at home watching tv right now ^_^"

27. What are u listening to right now?
~ nothing. everyone was super silent during this hot, hot evening

28. Who was the last person u gave a hug?
~ *blushed again*

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
~ last to yell? hemmm.... ntah.

30. Do u act differently around the person u like?
~ depends...

31. What is ur natural hair colour?
~ its darkish brown. dont listen to other ppl. they are lying ;p

32. Who was the last person to make u laugh?
~ my darling husband ;)

33. Who was the last person to make u sad?
~ tak hengat ah...

34. What do u hear?
~ heh?

35. Is ur hair curly or straight?
~ ikal mayang *ceewaaaaaah*

36. Has anyone ever called u 'scrumptious' before?
~ never ;(

37. Do u have a best friend?
~ as corny as this may sound, he is also my life-partner *wink*

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
~ hell yeah! *wink*

39. Do u use smiley faces on the computer?
~ yup.

40. Have u ever changed clothes in the vehicle?
~ guilty. once. or twice... forgot olredi ^_^"

41. Are u happy with life right now?
~ happy? yes. but still wanting more....

42. Are u currently jealous?
~ of my frens who got better salary? YES.

43. What jewelery are u currently wearing?
~ apsal tanya? maw rompak ya??

44. What are u doing on Friday night?
~ depends. got gaji, go out la ;)

*45. Have u ever had a heart surgery?
~ alhamdulillah no.

*46. Do u know anyone who has had a heart surgery?
~ one of my pakcik, i guess...

47. Is there anybody u're really disappointed in right now?
~ cant think of anyone right now.

48. What was the last reason u went to the doctor for?
~ seseme cikgu!

49. How late did u stay up last night and why?
~ 11.30pm. Itu kire awal laa tu...

*50. Have u ever spank ur boyfriend/girlfriend?
~ yeah baby *wink wink*

I tag:
SEMUA yang sudi membace ^_^

i love you~

to family.... to frens....
to kezens... to everyone that i know and love...

..... and especially to my dear Ahmad Muaz *mmuuaahh*

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you (i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you (i love you)

i.love.you

1234 - plain white t's

finally~

pompuan ni senang terasa. senang kecik ati. sensitif kate orang. dan hormon akan selalu dipersalahkan.

betul la.
kalo tak reply je sms, siap laa engkau untuk diperli kerana kedekut kredit.
kalo tak share gossips pon, engkau juge akan dipersalahkan kerana sombong-dah-tak-ingat-kawan.

tapi,
pompuan juge senang dipujuk.

kadang-kadang,
hanya dengan sekali call sahaje bertanyakan khabar, sudah cukup untuk mencairkan hati sorang pompuan yang pada mulanya kecik ati ngan ko. hanya dengan satu sms, sudah cukup untuk mengukir senyuman pada wajah si sahabat yang dah lama rindu tak ketemu.

hatiku sudah sikit terpujuk. hilang segala hasad2 negatif. hati semakin rindu untuk ketemu.

tak sabar pula aku nak ketemu kamu :)

THANK YOU ALLAH!

wynn,
be thankful that still have money to buy food.
be thankful that u still managed to eat even when it's only plain rice with telo mate kobaw.
be thankful that you are never starved.

people,
view THIS

moody. sad. hungry. me :(

previously, i'm still under no stress. everything's according to plan. classes was good. students' was better behaved.

.... but a week after. disaster happened. 2 lecturers left for a brighter future. 1 got posted to elsewhere better. me? being left here with ALL their classes undone.

undone here refers to;
- finish up all the lessons when its 2 more weeks before study break
- be done with all the assessments before their study-break
(quizzes, listening, grp presentations, etc)
- marking ALL assessments before final
- complete their carry marks before final

yes. i did exaggerate. a bit. but still, its hard work.

what i'm sad about was; even after all these hard work, my pay was still the same. no increment. no bonus. not even a thank you from the management.

yet, i could say that i'm still happy. why, u asked?

because, since i did not get any profits from being hardworking, i pleased myself by coming in late to work ^_^" instead of being there on-time, i sometimes arrived 30-mins later than i'm supposed to.

jahat kan? tapi itu sahaje aku rase dapat membuatkan jiwaku sedikit tenang sebelum memulakan hari2 yang mendatang ^_^"

oh. i'm soooooo in need of a holiday. cant wait for their semester break. huh.

Personality quizzes are addictive!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try Get to Know Yourself Better

Salam.

[Sila baca sehingga ke hujung page.]

Saye (Robiatun, Awie, Ada, Rubi, atau pape jela yg korg panggil aku) bercadang untuk
mengadakan REUNION untuk batch kite bagi tahun 2009 ini. Tetapi, tiada sebarang ketetapan tarikh mahupon tempat lagi. Saye perlu membuat soaltanye dengan sedara/ sedari/encik/ puan/ mak orang/ tunangan sekalian terlebih dahulu.

Jadi, sila respon soalan2 beserta cadangan kepada anda semua ke comment box/ email saye ye?

Soalan2 adelah seperti berikut:

1) Adakah anda berminat untuk menyertai REUNION '09? (Ya/ Tidak)

2) Adakah anda berminat untuk hadir sekiranya REUNION '09 diadakan pada:
a) Mei
b) Julai
c) November
d) LAIN-LAIN:_____________

2) Adakah anda berminat untuk mengeluarkan budget yang 'agak banyak' untuk REUNION kali ni?
(Ya/ Tidak)

3)Berapa jumlah budget yang anda sanggup keluarkan?
a) RM10 - RM50
b) RM50 - RM100
c) RM100 - RM150
d) RM150 keatas
** Budget tidak termasuk pengangkutan :)

4) Tempoh cadangan REUNION '09?
a) Bermalam (2 hari 1 malam)
b) Lunch- High Tea (1/2 hari)
c) Dinner (6 pm - 10pm)

5) Cadangan kawasan untuk REUNION '09?
a) PERAK.
b) WILAYAH PERSEKUTUAN.
c) SELANGOR
d) LAIN-LAIN: _____________

6) Cadangan lokasi untuk REUNION '09?
a) Resort
b) Hotel
c) Restoren
d) Foodcourt (Macam dulu)
e) LAIN-LAIN: ______________

7) Sekiranya berkemampuan, adakah anda berminat untuk menjadi AJK REUNION '09? (YA!)
BAGUS! Semangat itu yang kite mahukan! ^_^"

8) Sila sertakan nama penuh, alamat surat-menyurat, email & no telefon sedara/sedara untuk memudahkan saya membuat pengesahan di masa hadapan:

a) NAMA:_________________________
b) ALAMAT:_______________________
c) EMAIL: ________________________
d) NO. TEL: ______________________
e) LAIN-LAIN: (blog/ website/ YM/ MSN/ etc)

Terima kasih diatas kesudian pihak Encik/ Cik/ Tuan/ Puan/ Dato'/ Datin menjawab kesemua sesi soaltanya diatas.

Diingatkan sekali lagi, respon2 kalian hendaklah di-email kepada saya: wynn_nothing@yahoo.co.uk

Sebarang kemusykilan, bolehlah ber-message dengan saya di webpage frenster ataupon ym: wynn_nothing

TOLONG SEBARKAN PADA KAWAN2 YANG LAIN!

Diharapkan dengan kerjasama kalian semua, kite akan berkumpul dan berjumpa untuk REUNION '09 ini. INSYAALLAH ^_^

Sekian, terima kaseh.

Yang Berusaha,
wynn ^_^v

[TAMAT]

Valentine's Day

Dear sayang….

I know that we are not celebrating V-day. because of its obvious reasons….

…. However, I still want to give you V-cards, romantic love-shape chocs, to dedicate romantic songs to you, and to do all those things that people usually do during V-day…..

I blame the tv. The commercials. The love songs played on air. I blame the month itself.

But sayang…. I do love you. So damn much. Regardless of what month it is….

I love you…..
for the way you always look out for me….
I love you…
For always making me laugh....
I love you for who you are....
your eyes, your smile, your everything that never fails to make me cair every single time … even when you are singing off-tune… even when you do your dirrrrty dancing that I always adore ^_^"

sayang dear,
I thank you for believing in me…. For having faith in me….. for loving me for me….. for not changing me …. For everything….

I love you ahmad muaz …… so so much… so very much….
Thank you for being my husband, for being my best-friend, for being my EVERYTHING… I love you.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
….. will forever loving my darling

xoxo,
Your wifey ;)

New Year 2009

Its already February…. And this is my 1st entry for the year 2009. pemalas punye blogger.. well, its not because I’m lazy or what….. I’m just… ntah. Malas gak kot ^_^” hehehe….

I suddenly realize that I always blog to complain, to mengadu, to release my tensi at work, at life…. So what? Its my blog. Its my story. And I’m paying for the internet and the electricity (unless I’m blogging at work la) hehehehe…..

I started the New Year with a resolution. Just like everyone else. I promise myself to always starts my classes with al-fatihah and end them with tasbih kifarah and wal a’s. I don’t know why I did, but I kinda missing life at the uni ^_^”

Ituhari turun KL, jumpe angah kat kampus. Purposely using the longer route to Nusaibah. Husband was teasing me for smiling and yelling ‘hye’ to everyone walking alongside… feeling as if I’m soo much senior than them… and was looking around kot2 laaa jumpe sape2 yang would recognize me… still…. Hehehe

Hmmm… those were the times ;)

Timmy and Mek sal are now KLians, busy working ladies in the heart of the city. Emma is faaaarrr from sight; Brunei, New Zealand, London, Paris (hahahhaha), Ateh & Amani are busy mommies to cute kids learning fun English, Iza & Phyde are now both educators to the future gens….

Me? Up to now, teaching for a living. Hehehe… sounded so stressful kan? Well, not that much actually. I am loving it here…. friendly colleagues, cute students, but….. I don’t know…. There seems to be something missing somewhere….

….. but no worries, this is not forever. I hope. Am not saying that I don’t like the job, I do. maybe it’s the pay. Kalo gaji dia lebih baek, I will obviously be happier kan? Eventho money does not mean everything, money did bought us things ;p

My plan; is to work harder but at the same time, even play more. Hehehe… playing here does not refer to me not doing my job seriously, but spending time improving my knowledge and experiencing life to the fullest, so that later on I will not regret living the way I am in the future cos’ I know that I’ve tried hard ;)

Frens…. Thank you for being there for me. Do come and visit sometime soon, aku blanje korg mandi laut ;)

Lots of love,
Madame Wynn (^_~) v

fly @mrah fly!

i have always admires @mrah. she comes from a family of great achievers, abang kakak sume pakat jadik lawyer, dokte, engineer... even her father is a profesor. and amrah juge bukan calang2 orang. she was always the top of the class, an ambitious leader, and a great fren.

but,
from my p.o.v, she is a nerd actually. ^_^"
yelaa, dah laa pointer power, asek join program sini-sane... bukan untuk jadi ajk tau? presiden laa, setiausaha laa, ketua puteri umno laa (tak tak.. yang tu aku tambah ;p)

.....but she is one hell of a COOL nerd tau?
want to know why i said so?

abes je blaja, dia sambung blaja & mgajar kat UKM. gile cool.
but now, she at AUSTRALIA continuing her PhD until 2010. even COOLer!

mind you that she did not even finished her Master but the UKM people offered her to skip and straight-ly (is that even a word?) buat PhD within the 2 years time!

@mrah memang seworang nerd yang COOL!

and to further mengampu @mrah (hehehe ^_~) dia bukan sahaje excel in her academic but also in her love life! how fortunate can one be?? TUHAN ITU MEMANG ADA!!

as a fren, i am damn proud of you! aku doakan semoga ko diberikan kesihatan yang jitu, kekuatan jiwa dan hati, keutuhan iman, dan dirahmati tuhan dalam setiap langkah ko di Australia tuh... jaga makan, elakkan makan megi selalu, jaga solat, pakai baju tebai sarung tgn suma takut sejuk....

aduhh, beso dah @mrah m@jid sorg ni ;)

@mrah, doakn kejayaan kami di Tanah Melayu ni jugak ye? nak poei gakk!!!

hemm...

my template looks depressing!

..... maybe its time to change! its been 4years pon....

+ any suggestions?

nope...

Its not really over. Yet.

Followed husband to his company’s 2nd bowling tournament last night. I was super-excited since its been awhile since my first and foremost bowling experience with the Atcenians. Been looking forward for an opportunity to go play but working life harden the process.

But guess what? One of his team members cannot make it foe the 1st round (or lane they call it) so, I’m in!

Hehehe… with a cheeky smile, I took a size 4 bowling-shoes and trying hard to impress. Guess again? I striked! TWICE! (those was my trying-not-to-jump moment ^_^”)

After the 1st game, the actual player arrived. So the berat the hati to give it back to her but nak wat cne… she’s the one paying rm10 for the game ;)

Watching husband play and having fun with his team members, really reminds me of the GOOD OLD DAYS!

I miss my girlfriends…. WORK makes me too busy to enjoy life. And PD even drives me away from all my craze friends. Yup, they are crazy yet still mine ^_^

I miss hanging out till late night talking and chatting about nothing, dvd sessions till morning, jalan2 danau, charkueytiaw at mali….

I cried. I literally cried when everyone was cheering my husband who didn’t score strike pins (yup, he’s quite bad at bowling ^_^”)

Friends are those who do crazee things for you and with you, who will directly tells you that you’re ugly wearing even pretty dress, who buys you ice-cream even though you didn’t need one… (apekah??)

Gile aku tak dapat tahan my emotions last night! Just because of that stupid, hard-to-resist bowling game….

To you…
I miss you …. So so much… so very much!

emotionally un-fit! any pills?

hati semakin pulih. kurang sedih. untung ade suami yg gheti nak mem-backing diri ini ketika perlu. untuk ade ibu yang tau diri ini dah cukup keciwa dan tak perlu lagi di-leter akan perkara yg sudah berlaku. untung ade kawan2 yang memahami & membantu diri buat keputusan.

.... alhamdulillah ....

TERIMA KASEH TUHAN!

aku tak pergi MARA. ade yang marah. katanya rugi. katanya BODO tak pegi. ade gak yang kate, aku berlagak sombong.

pedulik ape aku ngan kata kamu.

i have my own reasons. and i'm glad i make that decision.

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my dad asked,

" angah, apsal ayong senyap je?"

angah jawab,

"dia tengah berkabung lagi tu..."

ayah blur.

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+ tak sabar nak tunggu cuti sekolah \o/

To Read or Not to Read!

i invigilated an exam last sunday. from 9 am to 12 pm. damn boring!
but managed to finish reading Little Black Dress's " The Men's Guide to Women's Bathroom ".

i invigilated an exam yesterday. from 9 am to 12 pm. damn boring!
but i did not managed to finish reading Anne Frank; The Diary of a Jewish Girl.

both books are equally thick. but i am obviously specialized in reading fiction than non-fiction books; which is bad for a literature graduate like me ^_^"

NEXT: Salman Rushdie's "Midnight Children" *ameen*

what a week

phew!
supposed to be a very easy week but turns out to be tense...

minggu ni dah start revision week so no more classes. no more teacher itu, teacher ini *yeay* but then i still have to finish marking their assignments & key-them-in (the carrymarks) into excel file.

my head of unit told me before not the be strict with the students since they are also our 'clients' so aku pon sesedap rase laa nak jadi santa clause by giving them quite-easy mark. bile everything is done, my 'head' told me to re-do ALL the marks for he thinks that the students did not deserve what they get. i'm like.. what the heaven??

yes. i know... i shouldnt be that generous but i just thought that they do deserve their 10-out-of-10 for its a very good groupwork. still, he's the 'head' and the head is always right!

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i am blessed with A LOT of interviews & callbacks...
c!mb - worked for 3 weeks.
un!+! - got the job. and currently rollin'...
kpl! - suitable for the post but unfortunately they wanted those who graduated in 2007
u!a - underwent all 3 stages but then, no rejeki... yet.
uum - went for the sake of ayah & his 'cabels'

and yesterday, aku baru je poei interview SPP kat pol! pd and tak sempat nak perform aku dah direjek. y? bcos of my own mistake, my own stupidity. i failed to produce my original spm cert.

bodo kan?

cert tuh dah lama ilang. but since all other interviews tak timbulkan issue itu, aku pon keep delaying myself from getting the new one.

padan muke.

ayah frust gile. listening to his voice, aku betul2 rase macam a LOSER to him. gile down. knowing that he's angry at me for making the STUPIDEST action in life.... aku nk kol umah pon rase tak mampu. bile teringat je, nanges. odw balek umah drive keta, nanges. smp umah tgk sutera maya, nangeh. bukak 702 tgk the nanny, nanges.

ye. its my time of the month. but the fact that i failed him sudah mampu untuk membuat aku down sedown-down nyer...

my husband was out of town, training at shah alam. my frens are all over the country, far from me. my sister is 7, still a kid.

but there is always mum.... who will not be angry at her children no matter what...

i miss ibu.....

sudah lama aku tidak mengulaw...

pi oh. aku mengantuk.
hari ini aku sungguh mengantok (--")

*******

went back to Perak last weekend to attend my cousin's wedding. we started the journey back late since my driver had to 'o.t' until late evening. better late than not going back kan? ;)

i lurrve weddings! the colours, the foods, the people... especially the people! makcho & pak lop, paklang & wa'am, pak ude & mak ude, pakndak & makndak, yachu & mak usu, opah... u named it! and i especially love to see my crazy cousins and cute nephews plus ADORABLE nieces...

arissa yang comel.... maisarah yang bulat.... azmeer yang sengal... eii. gerem!

lama tak sembang ngan ibu.... i mean, sembang yang best... tengok ibu senyum, ibu gelak... and ibu selalu gelak when muaz is around.... and sometime i am jeles when he manages to make her smile...

ayah plak... suke bebenor menayang anak jantan sulong dia tuh ke sana ke mari... bengang pulak aku when he asked muaz to escort him to all these rumah terbuka, instead of him (my husband) stay at home with me & us ladies... tapi yelaa, ayah dah lama mau-kan anak lelaki. so, for somebody who never wins, i am glad that he has muaz to back-him-up for anything (eventho they will still lose competing with us girls ^_~)

and aisyah, she is no longer shy-shy with muaz. udah berani mintak didukung, mau disuap makan.... dah boley terima hakikat that she now has a brother to lean on... which is sweet ;)

i called her last night. and she said

"ayong, jangan tido dekat-dekat dengan abang muaz tau? nanti badan gatal2..."

hahahahahhahahahahhahahha (gelak guling2)

*******

kematian.
one of the students died in a car accident. she was taken away on-the-spot, leaving the others comma, leg-broken, stiches everywhere... kata kak tyi, "jalan itu dahagakan darah". kecut gak. pasal i am using the road to go to work. pergi & balek.

Ema was the driver. died. got no driving license. the car was her boyfriend's. the car was without roadtax. that night, he was being bashed by the brother who blamed him for the accident. he tried to defend himself by saying that he never meant for things to happen for his dear Ema promised him that she will only be driving to a kedai makan nearby. they ended up having dinner at town. ended up meeting with a drunken driver.

visited them the next day. Emy forgot what happened, so she was not traumatized from the accident. Liza got both her arms dislocated. tears running down her cheeks. she can still hear them crying for help. Wana just woke up from her comma. her spectacle broke, injuring her eyes. she broke her leg. and her face was still bengkak from the crash. sian family dia. came all the way from Kuantan, ber-ulang Kajang-Seremban pasal they got no sedara nearby.

even so, all of them wanted to go back to college and do their finals. afraid of not finishing the semester as planned. afraid of not having loans to pay for the extra semester.

aku hanya mampu berdoa untuk kalian. dan berasa kasihan untuk kamu & keluarga kamu. terukkan kan aku?

buat sahabat ku syima & firah....
aku hanya mampu ucapkan takziah. terkejut dapat tahu tentang berita hitam itu. maaf, tak berada disitu. maaf, tak tahu nak ucapkan apa-apa untuk senangkan hati kamu. maaf, kerana hanya mampu berdoa agar kamu dikuatkan semangat untuk meneruskan kehidupan.

semua orang akan mati. tak kira berapa teror ko work-out kat gym pon, kalo dah tertules kate ko akan mati jatuh longkang, mati gak.

aku takut mati. aku tau ibu & ayah pon akan mati. aku takut bile tiba saat itu. takut tak dapat sembang ngan dorang laei, takut tak dapat balek and seeing them cosy-ing around in front of the tv, takot tak dapat pelok gomol2 ngan aisyah, takot tak dapat tengok mata redup suami....

ALLAH MAHA KUASA. aku doa kite suma mati dalam iman.

*ameeen*

*******

aku rase aku lonely, ade orang yang lagi sepi dari aku...
aku rase aku malang, ade orang yang lagi malang dari aku...
aku rase aku kecewa ngan dunia, ade orang yang lagi bengang dari aku...

kite selalu tak bersyukur kan?

you & me...

aku moody tetibe. just because of the brief chat.

tak. kitorang tak gadoh. no, nobody was hurt. tapi aku je yang rase macam down... pasal dah lame tak jumpe, dah lame tak berbicara...

yes... i know... she didnt intend to be so...
aku je yang poyo...

aku rase macam di-jauhkan. macam aku ade did something that cause her to discard me away....
aku rase sedey....

but, i am happy. for her. her BIG DAY is coming. her 'happy ending' is on the way...
alhamdulillah... congratulation dear ^_^

aku & IS

Aku merupakan seorang anak yang baik. Oleh kerana itu, aku diberikan sebuah kereta untuk dipandu semasa belajar di uni lagi. Supaya mudah untuk aku mudah ke sana ke mari. Dan mudah untuk aku pulang ke kampung. Setelah bekerja, aku tidak lupa diri. Aku meringankan beban ayah ibu dengan menyambung-bayar kereta itu. Aku memang anak yang baik. Aku meringankan beban ibu ayah ayah, supaya mereka dapat beli kereta baru yang full-spec, ade GPS, leather seats, blablablablablablabla....

ye, aku ENVYkan mereka ^_^"

Sungguhpun demikian, aku tidak lupa diri. Aku ingat jasa kereta kepunyaan ku itu. Aku sayang kereta ku. Aku juga telah memberikan nama untuk kereta ku.

Nama penuh: Iswara.

Nama dalam IC: ally iskandar ;)

Nama manja: is.

Ya. Is namanya. Aku sayang Is. Sebelom kawen lagi, Is lah buah ati ku, pengarang jantung. Aku sering bersembang dengan Is jika odw balek ke Perak. Is memang pendengar yang setia. Dan walopun sekarang aku suda berkawen, Is maseh lagi mendapat tempat yang istimewa dihatiku...

tapi, tak ku sangke... orang len turut menyimpan hati terhadap Is ku ini. Tanpa segan silu, secara terang-terangan beliau memuja Is ku... BUKTINYA?

lagi?

+ dan aku ingat aku sorg je yang 'weng' ^_^"

demm.

jambu.... but still hawt!

+ for those without husband of course (-_-")

post-wed entry

"amacam kehidupan selepas kawen?" orang tanye.

aku jawab, "ok je. macam besa."

kenape? tak percaye?

yalah. i still go to work. i still do my own laundry, still lipat them when kering, still iron my own clothes... who tells you that being married means you got to be the boss??

well... at times, you do feel like you ARE the boss ^_~ *hehehehehehehhe*

he's ok. and i am adjusting to the fact that i am married and had to share a home, the bed, the bathroom, and even the tv remote with him! ^_^"

nevertheless, i still feel that i'm blessed ;)
ya lah. can watch tv & dvds pelok2, got to kiss him whenever i want, hold his hand wherever i want.. [iklan JOM KAWEN CEPAT2] ^_^"

...... he even wash the plates & tidy the bedroom \o/

gado? musti laa ade. tipu laa kalo takde. tp, kna pandai2 laa kan? still learning his majuk signs, wanting to be pujuk signals and etc etc...

but to be married sure is better than just being in a relationship ^_~

+ ya allah... terima kasih atas rahmat ini. panjangkan lah rezeki & nikmat yang diperolehi, semuga kami tidak lupa akan MU dan berjaya di dunia & akhirat (wishes from a dear fren)

THANK YOU

kenduri ituhari (19.07.08) was quite a blast! estimated more than 3000++ people came. gile kan?
due to the fact that i am anak sulong does make a point and my father got ALOT of contacts even those from siam pon did came to celebrate my day. tu tak masuk kawan2 sekolah, kawan2 uni, cikgu-cikgi, suma suma lah! haa... villagers laei. nak jadik citer plak my wedding was not on the cuti sekolah. so, semua jemputan (juge yg tidak dijemput ^_~) tidak ade alasan untuk tidak datang ke wedding sy ;) terima kaseh semua!!!

thanks to makcho kerana men-sponsor my pelamin! and thanks too for providing me with the mak andam who did a really great job transforming the-comot ME into QUEEN of the day! she managed to make-up me well without having to make me... not me! best pulak mekap ^_^"

to makwe, wanchu, kak yanti, kak yani, wa'am, mak usu, mak andak, and ALL others yang contributed alot backstage.... without your help, the wedding will not happened smoothly as it was.

to kawan2 memasak ayah (we dont do catering, kwn2 ayah turun masak kawah), ALL my frens and other guests LOVES the food! some even makan for the second round, just because they cant get enough of it!

to all bawang, kelapa, gula, and other groceries' sponsors (yes, they sponsored my wedding) thank you! you helped my father with his spending ;)

who else?

hemm..... oh. pakcik khemah, datin umi, pakcik mat DBI, abg ali, pakcik tamin, anak2 yatim Gopeng, ustad-depan-umah, ustaz rahim, (sape laei ek?).....

S.E.M.U.A

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR MY PARENTS.

FOR MY FAMILY. THANK YOU.

+ and kezens, having you around was a blast! teringat zaman budak2 dlu, suma berkumpul ramai2 waktu raye men2, gelak sume. its sure fun ^_~

thank you all for coming ^_^

rase macam selebriti pon ade ^_~

^_^ Mr & Mrs Mu'az ^_^

its official *alhamdulillah*

tick tock tick tock tick tock

~ coming soon ~

+ for more info, pls click here

compliment? a curse?

another student asked,

miss, you really are into english ek?

another stunned.

heh? y do u asked?
and she said,
its just that you are very fluent with your english. do you have classes with foreigners?
and i answered,
as a matter of fact, i did. i'm an i!um's graduate maa..
but i should just answered,
that's just me being poyo dear ^_^"

students and their questions

a student asked,

"why do u want to get married? are u not afraid to pikul all the tanggungjawab?"

stunned. tak sangke ade student akan tanye smp gitu. and aku pon bagi jawapan artis,

"u'll know when u have met the one"

aku takde skema jawapan untuk soalan itu sebenarnya. i wanted to get married just because i want to. just because he asked my parents for my hand in marriage. just because he loves me. and just because i do love him too.

gile ah wat kenyataan maut gini kat tenet (--")

WEDDING TAG!

1.How old are you?
soon-to-be 24 ^_~

2.Are you single?
= Engaged

3.In what age do you think you’ll get married?
23; since my wedding is on this coming week *duDapDupdap*

4.Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
yap, he is THE ONE. and the cards have been delivered pon ;)


5. If not, who do you want to marry?
if not? as cliche as it may sound, i cannot bear the thought (--")

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding,or the traditional house wedding?
boleh ke beach wedding? \o/ *yeay*

7.Your ideal motif?
= White & creme theme; table & chairs, curtains & skirtings, the tents, even the guests has to wear white & creme dresses

= flowers? a mix of pastel orange & creme roses/ daisies

8. Where is your honeymoon could be?

could be.... PD? at Avillion ^_~

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

1000++ (the more the merrier ^_^)

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

simple is more *wink wink*

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

a little bit of both; so that the vows doesnt sound that fake & so me (which is known for being crazee ^_^")

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?

do not care much; as long as the cake is pretty! like the one in choffles.com

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
simple... i'm a simple person..

14. When do you want to get married,evening or morning?
i imagine it to be during sunset, but of course... waktu maghrib tak elok dok luar umah ^_^"

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

outdoor!

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride/groom?

define grand? would love an entrance; a simple & sweet one ;)

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding.
1. Micheal Buble - My Everything

2. Micheal Buble - Save the Last Dance for Me

3. Jason Mraz & Colbie Callait- Lucky

...... and of course, the Pengantin Baru song ^_^

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
a little bit of both ^_^

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

same gak; a little bit of both...

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.

sweet, funny, generous, kind, loves me ALOT, sincere, humble, simple, a Good Muslim :)

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just a buffet?

Fine dining of course! Its not that you have fine dining everyday ^_~

23. Champagne or red wine?

limau ais? dapat minom panas2 sedap tuhhhh *pehhh*

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

depends on the financial situation at the moment ;)

25. Money or household items?

money for my parents; household's for me ; )

26. Who will pay for the bills?

the Lucky man who gets to marry me of course ^_~ *hehehehhe*

27. Are you ready for married life?

honestly? not really... but, i'm sure i'll do well.. i got him to be at my side ^_~

28. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?

insyaallah!

29. How many kids do u like to have?

dont really think about it... Allah Maha Pemurah ^_^

30. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
starting anew in a rented house at the moment... takpe laa, one step at a time kan? ;)

31. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding??

surely silver & diamond; not much of a gold-wedding fan ^_^"

32. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?

ikan bakar, ayer assam, belacan, kerabu sayur, nasi puteh.... *pehhh* and others

oh. and ABC + cendol for dessert! yumyum!

+ i tagged laling, phyd, nore, syima, ateh, amani and YOU!

dupDapdupDap ^_^"

teasers for the upcoming event
*mcm le hers was the event of the year ^_^"*

Percubaan pertama ^_~

how i wish this was the ring *drool*
........ the name of the ring is enchanted ^_^

..... and this is for the flower girls (mesti laa aku yg testing dulu :P)

+ i even got myself a 'miss universe' tiara so, be sure to come to the wedding and gelak at me!

...soon.

soon,
i'm getting myself a 'housemate' ^_~

i hope my new housemate is a responsible person..
yalaa, you know....
the one who will wash the dishes after meals, angkat kain yang dah kering, kemas katil lepas tido, scrubs the toilet, sweeps the floor, do laundry and wash the car..... basically EVERYTHING laa senang cakap ^_^" *hehehhehe*

yes. its a he. my soon-to-be housemate *wink*

+ i wonder if he cooks ^_~

......am lucky ;)

this is for you dear *wink*

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat

click here to listen to the song ^_~

low in.come

As mentioned by asni,

"...If you earn less than RM2,000 a month,

you are considered a low-income earner..." - The Sun, June 24, 2008.

.... and i'm one of them.

tired.ngantuk.

Today is Wednesday. Tapi badan maseh penat...
Last week pulun shopping, kuar pagi balek malam. Naseb bek bukan aku yang drive ;)

Minggu ni, the whole week takde kelas. Minggu ni dorg wat Minggu Jalinan Mesra (MJM), kira macam taaruf kite laa... and kali ni, aku bukan fasi dah. i'm their mentor. which means, i will only be supervising the facilitators from afar, without having to be involved with the program 100%!

.wow. perasaan itu sgt best.

tapi, minggu lepas aku dah masuk kelas dah. my 1st class. buat masa ni, dah 43 students. and bakal bertambah bilangan di masa depan. cant imagine the stress marking their papers.dem~
being with them, does not make me feel old *yeay* you know why? because aku pon same2 cute & cun macam dorg gak ^_~ *hehehehehehe*

tapi, dorang lagi advance dari teacher dorg....
yang lelaki; rambut spiky, kasut DC, etc
yang pompuan; tudung suma cunnnn je, pakai heels, siap ber-eye shadow lagi pi kelas.
teacher dorg? - kasut flats, mekap bedak Johnson, tudung freestyle ^_^"

oh. selamat hari guru untuk aku. & cikgu2 aku. tq ;)

Guess what?

I have no students to teach. *yeah* for the time being, that is ^_^”

UN!+! have this system that allows new students to register all year round, without following the usual system where new intakes are done basically on December and June. Oleh itu, aku hanya akan memulakan peng-lecture-an ku selepas 2minggu, when all the students have gathered and grouped accordingly. This also means that I have MORE time to do notes & to study MORE on grammar before coming in class ^_~

Last night was quite ok. Aku dah bley tido dengan tenang, compared to the night before *alhamdulillah*

+ hari ade citer sinderella. Sobsob.

Today… should be THE day. But its not, which is ok. But the butterflies still won’t go away…

Last night was my first night without my family. Without frens. Without any housemate. Alone in the house, it takes me quite some time to tutop mate and actually get a sleep. Walaupon dah kunci suma grill, tingkap, pintu bilek suma… still, to get the feeling of selesa-ness will have to take some time. Besa laa… tempat baru, environment baru… kiranya, aku ni macam berjihad gak tak? Yelaa.. dah laa pi jauh dari ibu ayah family suma, pastu ngajar plak tu… aduh… takut seh!

Oh. Aku belom mula mengajar lagi hari ni, pasal bebudak DPS tu tak dapat grouping lagi. I’m suppose take the EAP1103K GroupB, which should be around 30++ students..

Ape itu EAP? It stands for English for Academic Purposes.

Ape itu DPS? Singkatan untuk Diploma Pra-Sekolah. Which I don’t know what do the students learn from it. Yet.

~iklan~ Oh. Semalam tgk IRONMAN. Gile best!!! ~iklan~

I don’t consider myself as a town girl. Eventho I hails from Ipoh (and forever will be) and study in KL for 5 solid years, I still don’t see myself as a town girl. Pasal, kat Perak pon bukan aku dudok betui2 kat pekan Ipoh. And blajo kat KL pon bukan kat tengah2 KL pon, pasal Gombak tu boley dikategorikan sebagai pekan kecik gak laa…

Even so, ntah kenape aku rase macam aku susah nak adjust dengan PD ni. Yes, I loooove the beach. And I also like the house I live in now… But, there still something missing… perhaps it’s the pekan PD itself. It’s just a small town that offers you a limited shopping spree (e.g the Store, Billion) and entertainment, and the pekan will be dead exactly on 9pm. No shops will be open around that time; the road will be empty, and taman aku dok ni pon jadik gelap semacam~

It’s a new place, new environment. And since it’s my blog, you will just have to bear with me and read thru all my whining till the end ^_~ *hehehehe*

Ape laa yang kawan2 ATCEN aku tengah buat sekarang? Aku tabik spring kat dorang pasal mampu bertahan di cne! GAMBATTE guys!!!!

And…. Ape laa yang adik sayang aku wat sekarang? Rindu tak dia kat aku? Ingat tak dia kat aku???? (--“)

+ dan mungkin bila nanti, kita kan bertemu lagi….. lalalalala~

from PD with love... ~

Just to brag, i’m typing this entry using my pc, on my table, within my office that has an internet connection! Well, eventho the connection sucks, I still think its quite cool to have my own internet line at my convenient during work. Hehehe…

Well, it really is nothing actually… I am now a working lady, no more with C!MB but with the UN!+! C0LL3G3 in Port Dickson, which is soooo very far from my hometown.

I don’t know whether to acknowledge the opportunity as a curse or a bless… since the job has taken me closer to him but needing me to sacrifice being away from ayah, ibu, aisyah, angah, ajah, kak yanti, and all my dearest frens….

The environment here is very ‘cool’, and when I say cool I mean breezy… since the beach is just beside, right-next-to the college! Best… pasal macam saujana je mata memandang *ceeewaah*
Weh. This would be my 3^rd job, considering been working as a cashier at wanchu’s café and as a 3-weeks trainee with CIMB. And even I’ve accepted the offer, I still can believe that I still chose to teach after all the tantrums I’ve shown to not venturing into teaching.
Well, wish me luck. For my first class would be on 5^th May 2008, and they will be my first class in the history of WYNN the educator!

migration ppl!

aku nak updet.
tapi kesuntukan masa....

yang pasti,
aku skrg takde kat kl dah...
aku kini kini di PD,
menabur bakti, menyemai .... hemm... ntah ^_^"

nope. aku belom kawen. but will updet later.
tunguuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my 'current' doing ^_~

!nsep +ra!n!ng @ a+cen

them

us

+ training or playing around? take a wild guess ^_~

to be bought after gaji!

*i wish*

CHICKEN POX

Ape beza antara demam campak, pelentung & chicken pox ar?
Psl I’m being attack by one. BIG ones…
Ibu kate pelentung. Kak yanti kate campak.
Dokte kate, dua2 same je. Heh??
Sesi peng-cashier-an aku terpaksa ditangguhkan buat sementara waktu. Habes ah bekalan duit aku terputus, sehingga aku benar2 sehat.
Until then, I have to bear with being quarantine at home. Ok je part dok umah tu. But the fact that I have to pantang from eating EVERYTHING NICE & GOOD tulaaa yang jenuh tuh… aduh..

+ dah beso2 baru kena. Muke gile mcm alien kena sengat tebuan!

BACK TO THE REAL WORLD!

Memang betui ah kate orang.. kate kawan2… yang dunia kerjaya ni sememangnye tak best mcm waktu blja2 dulu…

Betui nye kerna;
Dulu waktu blaja boley curik2 tdo dalam klas, men sms bile bosan, buat2 pg toilet sedangkan pg kuar café beli air minom… *gile jahat kwn aku sorg tu ;p*
Bile dah kje;
Kena dok ats kusi ngadap kje je. Makan bile masanye, pg toilet takley lame2, nnt bos pasan ko curik tulang. Kena perform kje, baru bley nek gaji suma…

Satu best psl dah kje ni; kite pegang duit sendri. Bley beli ape saje, ikut kemampuan.
Tapi, setiap hari adelah rutin yang same. Kje, balik kje, makn tido solat mandi, kje balik…

Walopun aku hanye kje cashier kantin JE, tapi aku rase aku jua mengalami sindrom malles kje. Bukan le memilih… tapi, hari2 wat kje yang same. Pg kje, dok kat meja, kira makan minum suma, layan perangai gov servants suma, balik umah. Routine yang sama. Isnin sampai jumaat. Sabtu ahad dok umah. Masak. Tgk tv. Juge routine yang sama.

Tak mencabar betul.
Patut laa ramai yang suke kje ngan swasta.

Aku pelik betul. Pakcik2 & makcik2 yang kje kat tempat aku suma mcm takde kje tu. Especially yang pakcik2. baru lepas minum pagi, dah turun makan tenghari. Baru je pukul 8.3o tadi makan bihun, pukul 10 dah turun minum the tarik kawwww punyaaaa…

apekahh??

Tiadakah mereka kerja kat opis tu? Kalu malas kje, berenti kje. Bior aku je yang takeover gajibuto dorang tu… Minum non-stop. Makan banyak2. rega mau murah. Apekahhh??
Pakcik, zaman saye sekolah rendah dulu dapat laaa laksa 50sen… dah zaman 2008 ni mane maunye pakcik mintak sy diskaun sampai 50sen…

Isk isk isk…. Kalu nini ade ni, habeh dah kena sembur pakcik sorng nehh
*nini adelah sorang cashier garang kat café amee dulu ;p

Ni lagi satu msalah, tau makan tatau bayar. Tak takut ke dorng dok makan makanan tak berbayar tiap2 hari?? Tak takut ke kat tuhan?? Isk isk iskk….
Aku? Isk, aku bayo tau makanan aku. Cuma wanchu je yang kate tak payah ;p
Hehehehe
Fin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJAH!

Ekau sudah 16tahun. The only wish I give is for you to not be me… enough already with all the previous nonsense…. Be what you really wanna be… dont just talk-talk only k?
Everyone loves you… we do.. but of course, in our own weird ways… hehehe..
Niat sumanya kerana ALLAH and insyaALLAH terjamin ;)

stresssss!

fid & tya- tutor uitm merbok
amrah- tutor ukm
emma- happy with the 'current' job
sal & timmy- HongLeong Bank
ateh- lecturer RIMA College
atul- lecturer PTPL College

me??

- cashier kantin mahkamah ipoh. alhamdulillah.

+ tolong doakan sy!

as said by fid,

"rezqi & jodoh ditangan tuhan".

but in my case,

"jodoh & rezqi ditangan tuhan"

TAHUN BARU (alhamdulillah… hidup lagi aku ;p)

Hari ini sudah masuk tahun baru. Tahun duaribulapan.
Aku bukan lagi wynn yang dulu.
Aku wynn yang baru… yang dah bertunang ^_~
Hehehehe…

+ azam baru: intensive cooking class with ibu, wanchu, kak yanti & whoever available ;)

best wishes :)

jessica alba was confirmed engaged on December 29,

so did this girl ^_^