maybe its the hormone talking....

are there times in your life, when you suddenly think that the whole world is against you, and it makes you suddenly becomes vulnerable till you broke down in tears?

of course! duh! ko ingat ko sorang je ke yang ade masalah kat donia ini??

true enough. nobody's perfect.

aku tak tahu ape punca aku jadi begini. semakin moody. semakin pentingkan diri sendiri. semakin tak heran dengan perkara sekitar.

i am soon-to-be 26. am a wife. and a mother to a beautiful girl. tapi maseh bermasalah mengendalikan emosi.

do i need a shrink to help me get my mojo back? or a psychiatrist to tell me what to do?

maybe i need a break.
but then again, aku dah terlampau banyak cuti sebenarnya. cuti bersalin, cuti operate, cuti+training kt Bukit Tinggi, cuti yang selamba aku amek dr kerja kununnye m.c.....

maybe i need time for myself?
hello?? yang waktu Sarah kat kampung tu, bukan dah banyak mase ke given for you to utilise?

takde sebab untuk aku bermasalah sebenarnya. you see....

TUHAN banyak tolong aku dalam urusan mengendalikan Sarah:
ada orang yg menjaga Sarah in the comfort of our own home.
bekalan makan minum pakai Sarah alhamdulillah tak pernah putus.
ada sumber yang boleh digunakan bila Sarah memerlukan perhatian medical.

Ibu, ayah, umi, abah juga tidak terkecuali:
tolong jagakan Sarah bile ade aku memerlukan bantuan.
bekalan ubat tambahan & bekalan air bersih.
sumber pinjaman kewangan bila aku mengalami kekurangan.

aku maseh bekerja. maseh punya waktu untuk bersosial dengan rakan-rakan. maseh punya masa berdating sakan dengan suami.

so, you see...
i am blessed. even much more fortunate than others.

tapi tu la... mudah lupa. tidak tahu bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

husband sms-ed:" Maybe u need to refresh.. "

ya. maybe.

happy 2nd anniversary sayang!

sudikan? ^____~

dei

"make your passion a profession.
then life will be your play..."

--3 idiots, Ameer Khan.

what is my passion? do i have any?
i am 26 (to be), and still lost in my own world??

“We are the choices we make.”

—	The Knife of Never Letting Go, Patrick Ness

doppelgangers??

I love watching HIMYM. to me, it's sort of the new version of FRIENDS but funner!

doppelganger?

“We’ve all been searching for the five doppelgangers, right?
Well eventually, over time, we all become our own doppelgangers.
These completely different people who just happen to look like us...."

i wanted to be Robin; good looks, successful. but i have always like Lily. she is goofy and clumsy yet still cute :)


** doppelganger -- a ghostly counterpart of a living person

2038?

ituhari.

akak :
hebat la budak2 baru neh. baru masuk kojo, dh boli VIOS. ekau bilo laei wynn oi?
aku:
VIOS pon, kalo takat jenis J tu watpe?
akak:
ko tak jeles ko depe sume dok pakai VIOS?
aku:
isk. kite pon nak beli keto baru kak. HONDA CITY 2.0 Turbo laei tuuuuu! (cakap dengan penuh semangat)
akak:
iye wynn? mano?
aku:
tunggu 2038 nanti kak.
akak:
ceh. waktu tu orang dah pakai kapal tobang dah wynn oi...

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tadi.

aku:
tak jadik la kak. 2038 nanti sy nk beli Hummer je terus.
akak:
Hammer?? (tak paham)
* semalam nampak sebijik Hummer yang hemsem isi minyak kat Shell. *drool*

S.A.L.T

I am not an undercover agent.
and obviously no Angelina Jolie.
but just in case,
if anything happens to me
will you do everything even beyond your power
.....to bring me back to you?