presenting...... jengjengjeng!

went for my 1st ultrasound yesterday. and my baby is something like this.

pelik kan? u see nothing but a gumpal of something inside. hehehe....

perasaan sy? happy. weird. cold.

why happy?
because it is confirmed that the creature inside me is well. heartbeat present and he / she has already grows a head, a pair of hands and legs. and you know what? even by being only 3cm long, she has already annoys me with all these morning/night sickness and the urge to vomit like every time! hehehhe.... my baby ^_^" TUHAN MEMANG HEBAT!

its weird because... macam tak caye i am carrying a future caliph inside me. and it is my duty to grow, taking care and educate him / her. responsibility. wow. diri sndri pon maseh lagi terkontang-kanting (--")

and it is also cold at that moment because the gel that the doctor uses is sejuk. but nice. rase best ^_^" *ntahapahapentah*

this 1st ultrasound is important for me. because it is to confirm bape sebenarnyer umo my janin. the doctor estimated that the baby is around 9weeks and 6days old. but, it is yet to be confirmed! maseh kena 2nd scan next month. takpe dokte, sy suke perut sy di-scan ^_^v

*notakaki:
to all married ladies, next time jangan lupe to take note setiap tarikh period anda! (bila mula & bila it ends) why you asked? because when it is actually time for u to get preggy, takde laa susah2 nk estimate bape sebenarnye umo ur janin inside... ngerti? ^_~

sy maseh muntah2. doakan!!

Tagged

Tagged

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: air cincau satuuu!
2. Last phone call: yana. my dps student.
3. Last text message: tikah. my student as well.
4. Last song you listened to: no boundaries - kris & adam AI'09
5. Last time you cried: yesterday- the biggest loser (emo seh!)

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup. but ended up being nothing.
7. Been cheated on: of course!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yup (--")
9. Lost someone special: uhuh...
10. Been depressed: at times...
11. Been drunk and threw up: NO.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. brown
14. does rainbow colours counts? ^_^"

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup.
16. Fallen out of love : big no-no.
17. Laughed until you cried: yup. tgk citer ape ntah ngan husband ;)
18. Met someone who changed you: ntah.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yup.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: mustilaa ade.. i kan glamer ^_~
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: u know who ^_~
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them.
23. How many kids do you want?: dunno. yg satu ni pon dok meghampuih ^_^"
24. Do you have any pets: no.
25. Do you want to change your name: dulu laa... skrg dak dah ;D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: work.
27. What time did you wake up today: lambat. i mabuk ^_^"
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping.
29. Name something/someone you CANNOT wait for: ntah.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: semalam. windu ibu *sob sob*
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my grades in uni. i know i can do better!
32. What are you listening to right now : surah yusuf - taruk kat tummy for baby ;)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my angin. dok sedawa mcm ketapi!
35. Most visited webpage: fs/blogger/fb/ms/etc....
36. Whats your real name: RAKA
37. Nicknames: ayong, ada, awie, wynn
38. Relationship Status: happily married!
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Primary school: SRKRJ
42. Secondary school: MUC (seriously)
43. High school/college/university? : iium
44. Hair color: black.
45. Long or short: medium long
46. Height: 149cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : ntah....
48: What do you like about yourself?: my laugh *hahahahhahahahahha*
49. Piercings: none. not even at telinga.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: 1994.
54. First best friend: Nani.
55. First sport you joined: lumba lari & bola jaring woo
56. First vacation: betong, thailand!
58. First pair of trainers: R. dunno what it stands for ^_^"

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: ubat hangin bdn
60. Drinking: plain water+cincau
61. I'm about to: finish this tag.
62. Listening to: kak aida ngaji ^_^"
63. Waiting : go back home! want to lie down badly!!

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: tak kesah....
65. Get Married?: done that
66. Career?: ptd? ;) hehehe

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: taller all the way.
70. Older or Younger: ntah.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantaneous. tiru fathia :P
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensaloud. again tiru ko :P
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: ntah (--")

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: lost? no. pecah? thousand times.
79. Sex on first date: no no.
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe?
82. Been arrested: no no no.
83. Turned someone down: ade kot...
84. Cried when someone died: yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend?: of course, he's my husband now ;)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: err,most of the time kot?
87. Miracles: sometimes.
88. Love at first sight: yeah.
89. Heaven: hell yeah.eh,heaven yeah.
90. Santa Claus: ys ^_^"
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.
95. Did you sing today?: i did.
96. Ever being cheated by somebody?: as guilty as they are charged.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: all the way to 1984. the day i was born
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: days with my kayakers. missing them like h*ll!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yup
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: the truth,the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

and so wynn would more than love wanna make these people suffer as much as she did:
1) kak long mazni (if u're reading this ;)
2) phyd
3) adekpyan
4) amrah
5) nore
6) and everyone that cares for me *wink*

i'm 6 weeks pregnant people ^_~

the doctor confirms it. alhamdulillah....
we are happy. husband smiles all the way home.
we are fortunately blessed.

..... but at the same time, i do feel scared.

aku, walopun 25 yrs old, perangai maseh mcm budak form4.
aku, walopun udah 10bulan kawen, maseh tak pandai masak (--")
aku, walopun udah bekerja dan punya duit sendiri, maseh tipon ibu untuk tanye "boley tak ayong beli spekmata baru?" ^_^"

and now that i am soon-to-be a mother, aku takut.

boleh ke? layak ke? sesuai ke? mampu ke? larat ke?

doakan aku. aku maseh takut.