January 19, 2021

 Plot twist 2.0 

January 18, 2021

 New day, new week.

I plan to only spend my weekdays on work. And weekends for the family.

We will see...

January 17, 2021

 Stayed home. Because staying home when abah is around is wholesome. 

And it's tengah bulan pon :p

January 16, 2021

 

Plot twist 

And I have spent almost RM300 for their uniforms and school shoes that they might not wear at all and might even outgrown 'em in the near future.

Angry? Not really.

Frustrated? Yes.

"Pakngah rase, depa sengaja buat keputusan last minit, sebab nak jugak rakyat berbelanja..."

But that money could be used to prep for online classes - repair laptops and other necessities...

Kita hanya merancang, betul. Tapi berapa kali nak salah merancang daa...

January 15, 2021

Last day of the semester for my October students. *yay*

Not looking forward to marking their assessments soonest 😑

January 14, 2021

 They asked to go to myKori for a quick dessert time.

Sarah ordered her usual watermelon kakigori. Hannan tried the yummy strawberry yogurt. Ibu, abah & Umar shared the ever chocolaty choco brownies kakigori 💓

Happy birthday, Yang Dipertuan Negeri Sembilan. Thanks for the annual birthday holiday ;)

January 13, 2021

 PKPB 2.0 for us.

Nothing new. 

Husband's still need to go to work. Kids still at home. And me? Still on my laptop like literally on screen time 24 hours blurghhhhhh

January 12, 2021

Panic buying! 

Last minutes decision to go out and buy their school uniforms. 

"Mane boleh bawak budak-budak keluar waktu covid ni kan, ibu?"

"Harini PKPP lagi. Esok dah PKPB 2.0 pulak. Kang lagi susah nak carik barang sekolah dah..."

Punya laa banyak alasan depa tak keluar rumah. Senang hati sungguh dapat duduk rumah. Semoga Allah sentiasa jaga dan berikan mereka kesihatan fizikal dan mental. 

Bior ibu sorang ajelah yang sakit kepala huhu

January 11, 2021

 Just another Monday. And another 'birth' day of 'my' Siti Norhaliza *wink*

Thank you for looking out for me back then. Syukur Allah bagi rezeki berkawan dengan orang baik-baik. 

Alhamdulillah :)

January 10, 2021

I lost my temper again with the kids.

I'm becoming my father. And my scripts were all similar to what they've said to me before.

I do not want history to repeat itself.

I do not want them to be like me.

I really don't.

But cannot seem to hold this part of me for too long.

Whenever I'm mad, I need to burst it out.

And so far, I failed at channeling it out.

 January 9, 2021

An on-the-spot decision.

The actual plan was to find a space where Umar can happily run around and gets his physical time while the rest of us enjoying each other's company out in the sun.

But we went tp Phantasy Farm instead.

   

Petting the furry animals

 

The place is actually bigger than it looks in these pictures. Very neat, very organised. And clean too! 

My personal fave were when we were ath the Grandma's Farm. The tree house with swings and slides, complete with a water well; all of us had fun! Sarah Hannan learned how to use the bucket to retrieve water from the well. And as for Umar, puas hati dapat tengok dia naik turun tangga playing with the slides and all smiles! 

Bought ourselves McDonald's for lunch, just like pre-covid times when we went out for jalan-jalan.

It's been a while since we got out of the house together. Looking forward to more this 2021, insyaallah ameeeen! 

 January 8, 2020

I realised that I will always be motivated to complete my tasks (house/office work) every time when someone offended or hurt me. 

Yes, I slept late.

Yes, I woke up late.

But, the job's done.

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Tapi takkan nak kena sakit ati aje baru bersemangat nak buat kerja. Buat terox ah! 

 January 7, 2021

Word cuts deep. 

Especially when it was being reminded againandagainandagain. 

As if nothing else is right. 

As if nothing else matters.

But it's not wrong to put up a fight, right?

But it sure is wrong to not consider others in the fight, no?

Truth hurts. But words cut deeper. 

 January 6, 2021

Got too overwhelmed with work. And headache. And all other occurring stuff.

And what did I do?

I cancelled/postponed all my classes. Gave them noted for self-reading instead.

Am I wrong to do that? Maybe.

Am I at fault for needing time to reschedule all of the abundance of stuff/work? No, I don't think so. 

I hope.

January 5, 2021

Came for a filling. Got treated for root canal instead. Felt like being scammed by the doctor hahaha

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My first root canal at 37. WHAT?! I'M 37 THIS YEAR?!!!! 

January 4, 2021

Drove back at 8:30 pm. Arrived home at 2:30 am. Arghhh penatnya! 

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I'm lucky that husband is such a good driver. And a singing one too ;p

January 3, 2021

 Happiest birthday, A*jah :)

Semoga Allah selalu pelihara dan murahkan rezeki dimana-mana juga awok berada.

And enjoy dating around with the husband while you still can ;)

January 2, 2021

 Majlis bersanding.

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Phew, penatnya! Aku perform sungguh hari ni. At least, that was I thought I was doing. Running around here and there. Adjusting this, locating that - man! I even cracks my heels doing these! 

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I am kinda liking this PKP wedding template - limited guest means its small and intimate. Also means that guests are free to stay and enjoy the wedding, ample time to sit around and catching up with each other's stories. Even though I don't really have the luxury to enjoy my time with my cousins, but seeing everyone faces has already made my day :)

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Semoga Allah pelihara dari penyakit-penyakit berjangkit dan merbahaya *ameen* 

January 1, 2021

Alhamdulillah, my sister is now a married woman! :)

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Marriage is hard work. That's for sure. Have fun together. Solve problems together. Do not take each other for granted. For marriage is a partnership, where both efforts are needed to make it work. 

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I pray that Allah showers you with sakinah, mawaddah and rahmah. 

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I love you sister. Because of Allah :*