Sunday, March 30, 2014

COACH vs aku

"Amboi kak. Lawa beg? Brape ribu ni??" aku tanya gurau-gurau saja.
"Isk. Tak mahal lah. lapanratus ja".
Keras sekejap aku. 
Telan air liur bertalu-talu.
lapanratus je?  
Memang la kau keje gomen. Tapi gaji level SPM kot. 
Brapa depa bagi kau bulan-bulan??
Ituhari MANGO, kali ni COACH.  
Itu belum aku dengkikan kasut CLARKS anak kau lagi.  
... ko tak boleh nak salahkan aku kalau aku rasa jeles.
pasal dah lumrahnya, manusia macam aku ni pasti akan rasa mahu lebih macam orang lain.
pasaipa dia boleh beli handbag mahal sampai 4, 5 biji? 
Aku pulak asek beli hat murah saja...
pasaipa baju seluar dress dia suma beli boutique? 
aku jugak yang asek round bundle carik jenama murah...   
Masalahnya:
SAPA SURUH KAU BELI YG MURAH?
Salah diri sendiri.  
Tapi aku takut nak beli yang mahal.  
Mampukah nak survive sampai hujung bulan?
Mampukah nak maintain masak saja hari-hari tiap malam balik penat keje?
Mampu... tapi tak mahu. 
Mahu...  tapi tak brapa nak mampu.
sigh.
dilema pompuan psiko. 
aku.
bukan kamu.
takyah sibuk nk terasa.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

... and we are back!

... to our homestay: The hospital! 
It is the school break. 
My baby sister is here with me, since ibu ayah semua went for umrah last Sunday.
But pity her, having to spend her holidays in the hospital, assisting me while kakak Sarah is under treatment.
Alhamdulillah, nothing serious.
Tapi tulah... pekat betul kahaknya. 
3kali suction pun still batuknya berbunyi.
But, double alhamdulillah *yay* Doc kate hari ni semua dh OK and we are ready to go back home!

This time, only Kakak Sarah was admitted. 
My Hannan, alhamdulillah, was clear without any sickness.
It seems that she is more immune to sickness compared to her big sister.

And it breaks my heart to not let them stay together.

They have never being apart before. 
But alhamdulillah, both of them took it very well.

When Hannan came to visit her sister, Sarah asked to wait for her in front of the elevator. 
And once Hannan step out of it, they ran towards each other and hug each other macam sebulan tak jumpa

...pastu nangeh pasal dahi berlaga peluk salah angle *hahahahahahaha*

Terima kasih ya Allah!
Semoga kasih sayang ini berkekalan hingga ke syurga ameen :)