Normally, it did not hurt this much.

Ibu yang terbersalah.

“Korang dah try bagi xxx? Cuba lah, orang kata bagus...”

“Engkorang bagi dia makan apa ni? Ade benda yang  dia tak boleh makan ni...”

“Dah cuba rawatan xxx?”

“Sikit-sikit masuk hospital. Suke sangat duduk sana ye?”

“Tak cuba hospital xxx? Hospital xxx tu bukan elok sangat...”

“Xyah la hantar dia ke taska laa. Hantar je rumah orang, xde masuk hospital selalu...”

“Ape laa yang ko makan time pregnant dia dulu? Tulaa makan tak jaga...”

Ye. 

Semua salah aku. 

Aku yang buat anak aku jadi macamni.

Aku yang mintak. Aku yang mencari. 

Amacam? 

Dah puas hati? 

Silver lining? Why silver? Why can't it be yellow?

Someone took my sandals today.
Right after Maghrib prayer.

When I realised that it was lost, I was not that shocked.
Do not know why.

Maybe it has to do with something that I have said last time.
About wanting to lose my slippers and have the reason to buy a new one?

But, the one that was lost today was not a slipper.
It was my fave sandals!
.
.
The good thing is: I have a reason to scout/buy a new one! *yay*
The problem is: I do not really have the money/time at the moment. *sad*

I can't bring the whole team with me because:

1) It will be a lost of their time having to wait and jumping in-and-out of shops just so I could find something that I like and has good pricing as well! 

2) I will easily lost my patience and my appetite to shop when they make faces and grumps for having to wait for me finish shopping!

I have issues. I know.
But I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Solution?
- will do the shopping part alone
- need to go see someone about me and my anger management issues.
But I doubt it. I don't think I'll do that. Cause I do not have the time!

Happy New Year

“Umar dah setahun lebih ye? Dah ‘langkah longkang’ kan? Orang tua-tua percaya, kata kalau budak boleh langkah longkang maknanya dah beso la tu, dah takde sakit-sakit dah insyaallah...”

Checking in at exactly 2 days after the above conversation.
Talked too soon.