So, how was your first day at school?

"Boleh laaa..." (>_<)

 

Alhamdulillah, he survived his first day at the nursery! But it's more like the mother who's on trial though. *haha*
Yelah, he's been with me since day 1. I'm not saying that his sisters were not, tapi dulu we can afford to 'borrow' my mom's helper. So, memang rase senang sangat jaga anak, rupanya haaa... baru kau tahu!

Mana nak masak, nak mandi, nak rest pun dok teringat-ingat terngiang-ngiang suara nangeh dia aduh!

I'm going to resume working next week. Hoping that everything goes well, despite being left alone with the kids while their father's off to China for a week!

Pray for my sanity.

Three three :)

Selamat Hari Lahir kekasih hati

My chill pill, My serenity

Tanpa mu jiwa ini gusar sendiri

Bersamamu diri ini kuat mandiri

Terima kasih atas lamaran

Terima kasih kerana memulakan

Kerana jika kamu tidak mahu

Mungkin aku tidak kenal erti cinta yang sebegini syahdu

Terima kasih Allah.

Jangan putus limpahan rahmat-Mu  pada ku.

Reality

My belly after my 2nd c-sect day 48. 

Let this be a reminder to my husband, of what he had done to me. 

Of what I have given him. Of what we have acheive together as husband and wife. 

3 beautiful children. To raise and to love. 

Together. 

Let this be a reminder to my children, that this is the belly that they were once in. 

Which they grew in for 9 months. Scratch marks and all.

Despite the late nights, and uncountable cries. 

There’s nothing I would trade them for.

Let this be a reminder to me, that healing takes time.

And its OK to take our time. 

Slowly but surely. 

Insyaallah. 

Ameen.