Saturday, July 16, 2005

dulu kawan...sekarang lawan?

tadi nampak an*s online kat YM.
lame tak dengar citer dia. akuh pon buzz la...

wynn:an*s?
fave_applejack: sape tu?
wynn: hye! its been a while. dah lupe akuh?
fave_applejack: hmm
wynn: kat mane?
fave_applejack: rumah la
wynn: cuti ke? bile stat? bile balik?
fave_applejack: ahad ni balik
wynn: wati sehat?
fave_applejack: sihat
wynn: macam takde modal nak sembang dengan akuh je?
fave_applejack: *yawn*
wynn: so, what's new?
fave_applejack:i'm still the old me
wynn: ok then. kalu nak tgk gambar waktu gath ritu, tgk kat album frenster akuh
fave_applejack: hmm
wynn: gdnite
fave_applejack: nite

dah hampir 6bulan akuh dan an*s tak contact each other. kitorang bukan le jauh mane pon. akuh di gombak, dia di kepong. we used to be frens.... very good fren! we hang out together, shares secrets with each other...and i secretly like being with him. but luck was not on my side since he liked another before i could tell him that i 'do' like him. it takes me a while ( years actually) to realise the feeling since we are good frens, and i'm afraid it might jeopardize the frenship that we had....

but, since THAT day...we drifted apart.

dulu,
waktu ko maseh single...selalu je kite calling2, sms-ing each other. but....
since you got her, kite macam tak penah kawan langsung. bile akuh kol ko, slalu je tak dapat. akuh sms, ko tak balas.

i dun mind at all if you put her up-front (coz she's ur life now, i understand) but you treated me as if we were never frens for the past 5years!

i missed all the times we had together.
i missed the way you always bullied me, calling me names...
i missed this-one-fren-of-mine...

tapi,
malam ni bile akuh nampak ko online, asal macam tak selera je nak reply my msg?
suddenly,
rase sedey sangat-sangat....

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