the sole reason why we left her, was to train her Acik Ajah since her nanny is going back for good. her father and i make ourselves believe that it is best for her to be in the hands of family, rather than outsiders. what more, her sister will be coming out soon.
dari ipoh, sampai la ke rawang, i cant stop crying. susah hati. kalih kepala to the back seat, teringat Sarah yang selalunya akan terbongkang tdoq kat belakang. sampai rumah, nanges lagi. teringat Ummu Sarah yang selalunya akan berdiri di sliding door, tunggu ibu balik kerja. and bila nak tido, teringat Ummu Sarah yang selalunya akan merap mahu ditepuk dodoi sampai mamai...
*and obviously i'm in tears while typing this entry*
aduh. aku tak kuat.
~~~~~
day 1 after we left her, i went for my monthly checkup with the K-KPP. i've officially entered my 3rd trimester. however, i have this condition called Placenta Praevia, type 2, yang mana cik Uri yang sepatutnya berada di atas, terletak dibahagian bawah dan menutupi sebahagian dari ruang pintu rahim. the doctor, wanting to be sure ordered me to be warded A.S.A.P for there are a lot of complications once you are diagnosed with such condition.
aku sebenarnya sudah aware of the location of the placenta since my 5months. even the doctor pun dh btau, kalo dah masuk 7bulan tapi uri maseh lagi dibawah, hospital gomen akan tahan ko dok dalam wad sampai: a) uri ko naik balik. b) sampai ko bersalin.
scary duh.
aku pegi K-PJ, to get 2nd opinion from my other Gyno. and yes, he agreed with the doctor's diagnosis. he, however, manage to make me feel a little bit happy for he said that i can still go to work as usual provided that i did not push myself too much. no stairs climbing, no heavy lifting, no fast walking. and no 'intimacy' with the husband. kasihan. hahahahaha ^___^"
if any bleeding of fresh blood happens, i need to go to the hospital A.S.A.P. till then, just take care of myself until my 30weeks for further checkup.
see?
there are reasons for everything. tuhan bukan saje2 nak uji kau, pisahkan kau dengan si manja. tapi tuhan mahu kau berehat, beri masa untuk diri sendiri dan adik Sarah.
aku redha.
ade kemungkinan adik Sarah akan dilahirkan melalui pembedahan. cuma aku berdoa agar adik Sarah lahirnya matang, selepas 9bulan. bukan sebelumnya.
tolong doakan kami sama ya? untuk kakak Sarah juga :)
aduh. aku tak kuat.
~~~~~
day 1 after we left her, i went for my monthly checkup with the K-KPP. i've officially entered my 3rd trimester. however, i have this condition called Placenta Praevia, type 2, yang mana cik Uri yang sepatutnya berada di atas, terletak dibahagian bawah dan menutupi sebahagian dari ruang pintu rahim. the doctor, wanting to be sure ordered me to be warded A.S.A.P for there are a lot of complications once you are diagnosed with such condition.
aku sebenarnya sudah aware of the location of the placenta since my 5months. even the doctor pun dh btau, kalo dah masuk 7bulan tapi uri maseh lagi dibawah, hospital gomen akan tahan ko dok dalam wad sampai: a) uri ko naik balik. b) sampai ko bersalin.
gila kau? koje banyak lagi tak siap, final question paper to be submitted etc etc.
scary duh.
aku pegi K-PJ, to get 2nd opinion from my other Gyno. and yes, he agreed with the doctor's diagnosis. he, however, manage to make me feel a little bit happy for he said that i can still go to work as usual provided that i did not push myself too much. no stairs climbing, no heavy lifting, no fast walking. and no 'intimacy' with the husband. kasihan. hahahahaha ^___^"
if any bleeding of fresh blood happens, i need to go to the hospital A.S.A.P. till then, just take care of myself until my 30weeks for further checkup.
see?
there are reasons for everything. tuhan bukan saje2 nak uji kau, pisahkan kau dengan si manja. tapi tuhan mahu kau berehat, beri masa untuk diri sendiri dan adik Sarah.
aku redha.
ade kemungkinan adik Sarah akan dilahirkan melalui pembedahan. cuma aku berdoa agar adik Sarah lahirnya matang, selepas 9bulan. bukan sebelumnya.
tolong doakan kami sama ya? untuk kakak Sarah juga :)
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doa saye sentiasa mengiringi adda & famili :)
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